Random thoughts....

in process typing PART 16 dont you worry;****

it will be posted tonight ;p

i dont know how i managed to do that but somehow i was able to make an effort and write!

thanks to yor supportive comments...

for now thou

i gathered some thoughts....

and just wanted to share them with my fellow readers!



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sometimes i wonder why im not so happy with my life

i have hobbies...

i have best friends...

i have people that adore me...

i went through the worst...

but there are things I am missing...

i want to have fun....

i want to go crazier than ever....

i want to live my teenage years the way everyone is !


i want to meet new people..

i want to experince new things....

i want to live my own fairtale...

i want to..... 

but how can i experinece things if im not always out in the world!


i want to study law....

not because it sounds intresting


actually i want it because i find it challenging


i want it because i know i can be good at it


i want it because i know their is a reason for everything

everything in the world has to do with law!

everything!

i know how happy i get when i talk about law in general

i know how excited i get

how thrilled i become!

what do people say?

"you?studying law?ahahah are you insane!"

what does my teacher say at school?

"you come from the fashion designer group,what do you want with physics and calculus!"

im not stupid

i can be very intelligent 

i can....