Monday, May 24, 2010

8i9at '3araam*18*

DARLINGS!

mar7ebaaaa bel6aaash wel raaaash;p
hehe my sweet sweet friend was asking sho ma3nat '6ash o raash'
i actually have no idea bas i think something to do with nice smells;p
now the word is stuck in my head lool




so about the trip !
looool we were split into 4 groups each with 5 girls
7emdelaaaaa we got the coolest teacher!
2waal mawe9alna we did a makeover for her!
ma9la7cheyaaaat;p
then our adventures started hehe
shopping
having coffee
goofing around
the clubcar was standing right in front of Gucci!
although the place wasnt right to ride a clubcar bas walla it was worth it!
we even convinced the teacher to take us to sega republic and play ma3ana!
loool walla all you can hear is her screaming!

GUESS WHAT!
Our Fashion show is this WEDNESDAY!!!!
im soo excited omgggg
i have to say that this is one of my most stressful weeks for this year!
my outfits are all ready el7emdella
we are a bit panicking about the stage and runway=/
the dude didnt show up to start fixing and building
bas enshalla 5aair
i have to calm down

anyways lovies...
hopw its not to late for you...


Enjoy!
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PREVIOUSLY

she answered



“heheh ma6areena mallion!”


She was silent for a few seconds


“ok dgeega,he wants to talk to you”
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ya sha'3eln fekry o galbi 3an elnaas...
mabeek tes2aal laain gaal ete9aly....




























She pointed the phone towards me



He wanted to talk to me?


3abdalla wants to talk to Meera










Ok…










Should I start freaking out?


I cant talk to him!!!!


Asti7iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!


Ma3aarf sho agoool 7ataa


Do I say aloo or heey first?


What if my voice isn’t that nice through the phone


What if I sounded like a man!


Ok..ok il say hey it sounds nicer and more casual






I took it after a long argument with myself


“aloo”


Didn’t I just say bagoool heeey!


What happened to listening to my head?


Gosh mub wagtaa Meera focus


“hallaa bel shai6anaa ”


I can hear the laughter and excitement in his voice


“hehe ahlaain”


“All covered huh?”


His voice sounded secure and calm now


“Thanks to you hehe”


“shoo thanks ba3aad…that’s my job katkoooty”


I was quiet ma3eraft sho agool


He knew I was mesta7ya


I wasn’t talking much


“mesta7ya 7ataa 3al phone?hehe fdaaitich walla”


“hehe”










Laughing is all I could do


That’s what I did when I got nervous


I laugh


He understood me though














“enzain yalla come inside eat something I noticed you left your plate full during breakfast”


“umm laa 3adi I feel full actually”


“full?what do you mean with full?hehe makalty shay!”


“heheh walla im so full”


“5ala9 I won’t eat either”






















Silence


Does this mean I have to eat in front of him?


How does he expect me to do so?





















“you there?”


“haih”


“Coming?”


“Coming”


He was asking me waraa ba3aa’6


“3ashani betakleen?”


“3ashaank”


“bet5al9een elplate killa?”


“haaih”


“mestansa 7abeebti?”


“mestansaa”


“mashay m’6ayjebech?”


“welaa shay”


“Sho ba3aad?”


“a7ebik”


“hehehe”


I didnt get why he was laughing at first


“I love it when you’re out of the world”


“sho?”


it took me a second to notice i just told him a7ebik

"awwwh"

i was blushing


He sounded pleased


I was happy
























I told him I was coming in now


I closed minah and gave the phone back to Salami with the goofiest smile plastered on my face


Yes I was already in cloud 9


Floating in my own little bubble




















I couldn’t stop thinking about how this feeling gets bigger by the second


I loved him more by each and every second


I missed him more by each and every second


I thought of him every step of the way













we were next to the kitchen entrence

i saw khalifa coming from the back

he had a total messy look on

his hands were filthy with black dirt

akeed kaan yet3abal bel darajaat or something

his hair was all over the place

i watched as he tried to move it from his eyes and got his face dirty too

he was looking at his phone

khalifa didnt look like me at all

he actually was a copy of my dad yoom kan 9'3eer

dark dark brown eyes...3yoonah kanaat na3saanh...his lips were perfectly shapped and slightly dark...5ashmaah seyoofy... he had broad shoulders...his abs were well defined...his jaw line was very sharp...biceps were shapped perfectly...his hair was very dark just like his eyes...kan very messy and mag9oo9 mdaraaj..his hair has always been long,good length actually...he was very tanned...his height was maybe arounf 170...body was fit as well...


he was wearing neon yellow shorts with a white t-shirt that had some cartoon drawings printed on it..his edhardy cap was on

kaan shaklaa so sweaty and dirty

(inoccent confession...i actually love seeing sweat on 'SOME' dudes..specially when their working out..chee it makes them look sexier than ever;p)

he was on the phone and walking into the house

i knew from the begining that it was a girl on the phone with him

he was talking in a low tone and smiling the whole time

i wonder who she was and what was her story

will talk more about them in upoming posts......











he walked right infront of us welaa 3abarnaa

mash'3ool bel 7abeeba hehehe

Salami understood what i was seeing and giggled








We reached the kitchen


I went up straight to the fridge and opened it to see what was available


I took out some tomato and 7aloomy cheese


My favorite actually


Salami got us some brown slice bread and 3 plates


"Leny can you please cut the tomato into thin slies "

the maid started working right away

Then i headed to the fridge again to choose the juices


“sho t7ebeen?orange, grape, strawberry, pomegranate wela apple ?”


“uuuummmm,il take apple”











































“And him?”


“Ask him yourself”


She was looking at something the other way and smiling

i knew who it was...






sharaabtk min el7eb kaasn waraa kaaaas!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

8i9at '3araam*17*

7ABAAAYB GALBII;*****

wallaaa im supeeeeer hyper today!
the trip was a blast
fdaaait my classs walla
haha rakebaatna my friend a clubcar in Dubai mall!
walla wanaaaasaaaa!

ok soo most of you guys were asking who the hell is khalifa!
looool maloomkm i take so long to post akeed betensoon mno hathaa o.O
khalifa is Meera's big brother and only brother...
he lives with his grandparents fe Dubai
studying over there too...

anyways hope you like this post;****




Enjoy!
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PREVIOUSLY

I was still standing there



Clueless of course


Boy talk never amused me unfortunately


I started to walk away


Guess what?

“Meera wait im not done talking to you”
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He had a smile on his face



That was supposed to calm me down


But why was I still freaked out?


Was it because it was the first time I get questioned by my own brother?


I waited silently on the side


I could see 3abdalla stealing glances every time khalifa was looking the other way


His eyes were calm


“Meera I found it!”


I turned to look


And before I knew it she was squishing me with her bear hug


“found shooo!!??”

i had a confused look on my face
“shhh just go along il explain later!”


She whispered in my ear


“I just found your other earring! i told you will find it hehehe”


I turned to look at 3abdalla


Khalifa was staring at me waiting for an explanation


“I didn’t get the chance to tell you, kint adawer sh’3aby…umm we were walking here and I thought it would probably be around here somewhere”



















I smiled at him, he believed


I knew he was accepting what I was saying


I don’t know where that came from


Covering up my lie


I felt safer




















“hehe zain enich 7a9alteeh”


He smiled at me


Laish beyshik feya?


Who would?


I’m the innocent one remember…




















“hehe yeah 7emdella wela chan umayaah waje3atni”


3abdalla was still there,smiling


He was happy I was able to achive this


Kint 5ayfaa


My heart was still beating although I tried not showing any stress

















Salami was standing waiting


Khalifa didn’t notice her standing


“yalla im starving lets go get a snack”


Khalifa looked at 3abdalla and asked him


“hay Salama?”


“haaih ”


“mar7eba Salama…sam7eeni ma3eraftich”


“hallaa feek khalifa..laa la masmoo7,sha5baark?”


“el7emdella eysirch 7aaly,sho ela5baar?”


“tamaam walla,yala 3an ethnkm shabaab benrid elbait el7een”


She smiled peacefully at both of them and started walking with me on by her side





























We stayed quiet till we made sure no one was around


We were next to the house by now

i held my laughter all the way


“hehehe what was that!”


“hahahaha someone called me to the rescue!”


She winked at me


“aweeeh walla galbii eydig!!!!im really bad at this ma3eraft sho agoolah!”


“haha its ok babe don’t worry ”


“hehe…um he called you?”


I started to blush all over again


“yah he told me ta3aly bser3a her brother is here and im with her”


“hehe then?”


“then mashy I came!”






















I was looking down


I was blushing so hard 7aseet my cheeks were going to pop!


She looked at me


“I know this might sound unreal because I’m his sister, but 3abdalla wayed ey5aaf 3alaich o eymoot 3alaaich, and he would do anything so you wouldn’t get into any trouble,lat5afeen,your in very good hands hehe”












musta7eeen enaa netfaarg law yegool ely yegooooool!















She smiled softly at me


I tried to take in what she was saying


I knew this was true, because I experienced that just minutes ago










 be2amr el7ub haweeetk o ebtedaa 3urmy......!
















“hehe for god’s sake he’s been going nuts about you since ever! maygooly kel shay…but just by seeing him look at you that way explains everything to me…I see Me in you hehe… ana kint nafsich mat8abal kel shay, Faris was very protective, bas kaan eymoot feeny, and would do anything to be with me, he made me what I am today,7abeebii ‘3ayarly 7ayaati kelehaa..so don’t be surprised min 3abdalla,im glad to say I see Faris in him hehe”


“allah ey5aleekm elba3aa’6 enshaalla”


“o ey5aleech le5ooya “


“hehe,enshalla”


I couldn’t stop blushing

i would never forget what she just said

her and Faris ended up together

they were happily married

living their own fairytale

our story was similar to theirs

i kept on thinking how we were both alike

how for sure we will last....just like them

























We were sitting on the steps with Salami


i saw her phone glowing

incoming call

'el’3aly 3abdalla'

i was all nervous all of a sudden

galbi bedaa eydig

i looked around searching for him

he wasnt near me

he wasnt around at all

but why do i feel this way even when hes not there?

i smiled as i read the name

its weird how only by reading his name it made me smile

how could he control me like that?

it didnt matter

i wanted him to control me...

i loved having this feeling....














halla bely mete9ely 5alaany agoom min ma7aaaaly !!!



































































she answered


“heheh ma6areena mallion!”


She was silent for a few seconds
“ok dgeega,he wants to talk to you”







magdaar a3eesh bdoonah ya denyeti wel koon...


walla o '3alaat e3yoonk mansaak mahma eykoon...

Monday, May 17, 2010

8i9at '3araam*16*

FAST ENOUGH;p?

elyoom ana 7a6aa reel 3alaa reel....
mashy sha'3la
i  postponed everything !
i need a day off haha
the weekend was not enough
its never enough u9laaan=/


tomorrow we have a school trip to Dubai Mall...
im only excited because all of my besties are coming!!!
im thrilled about it 7abaaaybe xx

YAW NEW FOLLOWER;p
welcome love
haha bossy huh looool ma7laat elserious


Enjoy!
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PREVIOUSLY

“shit”



I whispered


What the hell is he doing here?

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My lips were sealed



My eyes were shaken


My hands were trembling


My legs were glued to the ground





























































Whats happening?









































“sho tsaween hnee roo7ich?”


“haa?..ummm I was…”


His eyes were suspicious


He was scanning the place


“wain Mahra 3anich?”


“Mahra?she’s ….around”


“wain?”


He got closer to me

























I didn’t know where he came from but it seemed like he was fel garage in the backyard and came our through the back gate


His voice was calm


But I was still terrified


What if he saw him with me alone?


What if he did see us together already?


What if he wanted to see if I would lie?


What if he knew everything all along?











What if…..





























“sho feech Meera? Why aren’t you answering?”


“I j-just came here t-to ummm”















I wasn’t that close with him you see


So he wouldn’t know if I was lying or saying the truth


But he was super close with 3abdalla


So I didn’t know what to expect






















“bu d3ay!”


I turned to look at him with warning in my eyes


He was a bit far

i saw him giving me his calm down gesture


“tawni yaay adiglk waaink ya rayaal!”


Khalifa looked at me for a long second


I didn’t understand what he was searching for


Then back to 3abdalla




















Was he trying to connect the dots?


The look of suspicion was gone


It was replaced with a wide smile as soon as 3abdalla was close to him















“kint fel garage, tawni mrakeb el jet skies fel gaal9. Sho agoolk ya 3abood wain gal9 goom el flani o wain gal9na!2waanh malhm 6alebeya min amreeeca ba3ad!”


3abdalla was standing right in front of khalifa


And I was standing behind 3abdalla


“magiltlk esmaa3 shoory o 5eth’ha!”


“haha walla zain eny I listened to you or else chan 5asaart 25,000 3ala the shitty ones min US!”












I was still standing there


Clueless of course


Boy talk never amused me unfortunately


I started to walk away

































faj2aa i feel this firm hand on mine

“Meera wait im not done talking to you”

Random thoughts....

in process typing PART 16 dont you worry;****

it will be posted tonight ;p

i dont know how i managed to do that but somehow i was able to make an effort and write!

thanks to yor supportive comments...

for now thou

i gathered some thoughts....

and just wanted to share them with my fellow readers!



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sometimes i wonder why im not so happy with my life

i have hobbies...

i have best friends...

i have people that adore me...

i went through the worst...

but there are things I am missing...

i want to have fun....

i want to go crazier than ever....

i want to live my teenage years the way everyone is !


i want to meet new people..

i want to experince new things....

i want to live my own fairtale...

i want to..... 

but how can i experinece things if im not always out in the world!


i want to study law....

not because it sounds intresting


actually i want it because i find it challenging


i want it because i know i can be good at it


i want it because i know their is a reason for everything

everything in the world has to do with law!

everything!

i know how happy i get when i talk about law in general

i know how excited i get

how thrilled i become!

what do people say?

"you?studying law?ahahah are you insane!"

what does my teacher say at school?

"you come from the fashion designer group,what do you want with physics and calculus!"

im not stupid

i can be very intelligent 

i can....

Sunday, May 16, 2010

8i9at '3araam*15*

heeeey you guys!

sorry 6awaaalt 3alaaaikm =/
school has been taking all my time!
im already studying for exams which are in 4 weeks....
25 days exactly...
some ppl say its too soon but i like being ready lol


new followers...
WELCOME!



and my sweet sweet followers and commenters...
I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH=p!



my silent readers...
WAINKM?


haha 3eybaatny elsalfaa 9aa7;p

anyways.....any questions about the story please feel free to ask!
sorry again for being late;(



Enjoy!

__________________________________

PREVIOUSLY

he slipped his fingers between mine



exactly were they belonged....

and whispered into my ear.....

"a7ebich Meera"

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wanaa a7ebik wagoolaha lek...

kelmaa 5aleeha fe baalk....


















“sho gelti?”



“huh ?sho gilt?”


I felt a smirk forming on my face


I didn’t even notice what I just said


“3eedy”


His voice was excited


I turned to look at him


His eyes were glowing


Shaaag el7aalj mestaaans


7abeeebi he was so surprised!









He knew I would say it one day


But not that soon


Mesta’3reb min ely geltaa

he was used to Meera ely kila teste7i

so he didnt expect me to say it now












“shoo?”


“gooly a7ebk”


His voice was calm bas firm


“a7ebk”


I intended to whisper it


“masma3”


“a7ebk”


I still whispered










mafee '3airah sekaan roo7i 7abeebi wanaa a7ebaa...

law galw temanaa atmana 3umry gerbaaah....











I knew he was getting irritated


“betgooleen welaaaaaaaa”


He had an evil smirk on now


What was he planning to do?


I wonder….


Light bulb!


Hmmm….


Well the only way to find out is…….


I smiled as I planned it














I nodded


“yalla achoof”


He wanted to sound serious


But I can hear the laughter in his voice


Masek 3emraa jedaamy


Bas 3yoona tbaayn kel shay












I got closer to him


I lifted my toes to reach his ears


My arms were getting support from his shoulders


He tilted his head down to make it easier for me


I was super close....


Ya3nii my lips could almost kiss him


That close......














Lafeet waraayah to see if the cost was clear


El7emdella ma7ad was there


I knew Salamii was somewhere around but I didn’t worry















“27m…I’m waiting”


I turned to look at him his face was stuck to mine


I swear his lips were an inch away


One inch


Maybe even less













I could feel his breath on my face


It smelled minty and fresh

his hair was moving with the wind

i watched as his mouth moved

His eyes were concentrating


They seemed busy with something else


I didn’t want to distract him but this was too much


I couldn’t even blink


I wasn’t even sure if my heart was beating


I literally froze















He was staring!

it wasnt just looking at one place

oh nooo....

his eyes were everywhere

scanning every part of my face

as if it was the first time


Laaish chee ey6al3ny!!


Why am I not doing anything about it?!


What the hell Meera, move it girl!













He sucked his lips as he watched me carefully


It was the first time he looks at me that close


Face to face.














But he seemed so cute I didn’t want to distract him but in the same time I imagined how I was supposed to react


I would turn red


Bright red


Maybe even purple


Then run like a lunatic back home!





















I giggled at that thought


How funny that would be


He was still staring at me


It seemed like ages till I started talking again


“ummm…3abdalla?”


“mmmm”


“hehe are you ok?”


His eyes snapped back to me


Now that I had his full attention


“shoo?”


“hehehehehe”


“what?laish te’67ekeen?”


His face was blank


I don’t even think he noticed sho kaan eysaawi this whole time!


“hehehehe”


“why are you laughing yal shai6anaa”


















He was laughing bdoon may3arf sho elsalfaa


7abeeebi 7ashrn ma3aa elnass 3eeed


“a’67aak 3alaaaik!hehehe”


“te’67ekeen 3alyaah haaaa”


The evil smirk was back in its place


















That was a warning for me


I started running as I giggled


“anaa baraweeech”

his voice was nearI knew he was right behind me


I didn’t know where to go


Or where to hide














My hair was all over the place


I had to run somewhere safe


Somewhere where I wouldn’t see my parents














We were on the other side of the property now


The house wasn’t seen anymore


Just the palms that were filling the backyard


I stopped to look back he wasn’t there


















“wain raa7?”


My voice was low but still heard










































 Suddenly






















































































I fell arms wrap around my waist and pull me off ground


“zaaaaaaaaaaaaaa5aitch!”


The only thing I was able to do is laugh, laugh, and laugh!


I was laughing so hard my tummy started hurting!


(innocent confession…when I laugh a lot, I can’t stop! I can go on nonstop!)



























“te’67ekeen 3alyaah anaaa!”


“heheheh put me down!”


“mabaaaaaaa hehehehe”


“3abaaaaaady !”


“ahahah gooly a7ebk first”


“a7ebk!”


“louder!”


“A7EBK!!!!”


He put me down gently

























I turned to face him


With the goofiest smile on my face


“we7da eb we7da”


I winked

 And started walking back to the house knowing he would be right behind me













































“Meera?”


“shit”


I whispered


What the hell is he doing here?


Monday, May 3, 2010

8i9at '3araam*14*

sweeeties;****

i missed u guys wayed wayed wayed!!
abaashrkm !
SAT exam went well!
wallaaaa it was such a stressful week!!!

thankgod thats over hehe=p
o noticed we have a new follower!
welcome darling and hope u enjoy the story;******


this post goes to Tutti*
7abeeebat gaalbi hal bint
i love you soo much 7abeeebtii;****






Enjoy!
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PREVIOUSLY

But I noticed someone standing behind him...



It was a girl....


But who was she?
and why was she with him?

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Leminy feee ma7jaar e3ooonk 7abeebi o 5aleeeny....


 5aleeeny ashoof nafseee fe 3yooonk o a6m2eeen......!
























 

I glanced at the girl standing behind him


5aleeet 3umry macheftaa


But I knew he was watching me carefully


He knew exactly what I was thinking














I could feel his stare on me as I fiddled with my fork

aaaah ya raaabiiiii

laish chee 3yoonah

kaish chee ey3athboon


i just notcied what I've done with my plate


hehe sta'3ferlaaa 5aleetny al3aab belne3maa!


























The girl was being greeted by my grandma, mom and all my aunts


3abdalla was walking in front of her leading her to each and every person to say hello





















 Before I knew it




















































He was standing right next to my chair


With her standing next to him


Everyone was busy chatting and laughing to even notice us


I turned and found him smiling down at me


“9abaa7 el5air”





















He turned to look if anyone was looking at us


She walked forward so I had to get up


“hii sweetie”


“heey”

















We exchanged our kisses and looked at each other with amazement


The first thing I noticed are her eyes


I looked at 3abdalla then back to her to connect the dots


It took me a few seconds to understand





































“ana -”


“shhh 5aleeha”


“hehehehe kaaay”


I ogled at both of them carefully






























“oh”


It just hit me


How stupid


Look at the bright side meera…you didn’t freak out!

















 “shes?”


“yah”























His smile showed love and care towards me....


The way he was so calm and knew the way I thought...


The way I didn’t have to explain things for him

because he knew exactly what I wanted to say....


The way he interacted with all that was happening....

he made it all better...

even when it was during my worst times...








 





 “salami?”


“awwwh didn’t know he talks about me”

she play punched 3abdalla on his chest

she looked like a kid playing with her little brother

i was still surprised to see her








“5aleeeteha t9adeg 3merha now”


“hehehe”


“hehe…so how are you?”


“im good el7emdella and you?”


“im great now that I finally saw you!”


I started blushing


“I’ve heard so much about you walla”


She winked as she started giggling again













Her voice sounded like a smooth rhythm


A relaxing song


She kept on talking as we walked together to the shore















I spotted 3abdalla who was watching us from a distance while walking with khalifa,my brother


She always had something to say

i loved her from the start!

her personality

the way she talked

full of energy

full of excitement











she reminded me of Mahra a lot

both filled the place with fun and laughter















We talked about my life in Abu Dhabi


Where I wanted to study for college


About her life


Her life was a hundred times interesting


Things 3abdalla never mentioned


















She was 22 years old….She turned out to be married! Through love thou…Her husband was from Qatar and she lived there now…still no kids….trying…She also was from a different mother! her mother was a Qatari as well…her parents got divorced when she was just 3 months old then her mother got married to her cousin…


 Now her features are a bit different than 3abdalla…she was very tiny maybe around 158…her weight might have been 50kg I guessed…her hair was shoulder length and very smooth….the same color as her eyes…chocolate brown…her bangs were long put to one side….her eyes were wide with long dark lashes…her nose was tiny with a slight curve…her lips matched the size of her face perfectly…her curves were in the right places….she had a beauty mark under her lips on the right side...and the cutest dimples on both cheeks!!!


She was wearing her 3abaa but her shailaa was on her sholder and her gorgeous hair resting on her shoulders...

time passes miraculously fast with her !

she got a phone call

her eyes were happy

she was all excited!



















"mmm hallaa 7abeeebii!"






























































silence....











































"7ayaati i miss you too"














































silence....








































"hehehehe Faris baaaaaas 3aaad !"












































more silence....
























she looks at me
her eyes were full of love
full of happiness....






3asaa 3aamk sa3ada o 7ub

o tefraa7 bel hanaa killa











she was looking at me now

ste7aat miny i think

she was blushing so hard!










she signals to me "il bee back"

she walks a few steps away

i still can hear her


























"ya 3yoon salaamii

a7ebik ya roo7 roo7i...

yal '3ally....

amoot feek Faris"

my heart stopped....

















































this much love?

how can this be possible?




i admired every word she said to him...

i loved the way she expressed her love....

her feelings...

her face expressions...











i can feel every word as if it was from 3abdalla

as if he was telling me this







i started imagining how life would be with him

how i would be in his arms every night

i started imagining me with him












how love would express its self

how i would learn

how he will be my first experience

my first touch

my first.......






































































































































he slipped his fingers between mine

exactly were they belonged....

and whispered into my ear.....

"a7ebich Meera"



















































































"o ana a7ebik..."