PREVIOUSLY
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"let me say this before you make up your dicision....i know your not sure about what im trying to say..but try this...talk to me for a day...and you'd understand what im trying to explain...one day...etha 7asaity eni im still weird and all..you can just stop talking to me...i would understand walla...try something new...wont harm.."
"i dont know...."i still didnt understand what was asked from me
the words were not clear...ma3rf sho elsalfah wallahh..but something was pushing me forward
this wasnt right
girls were not supposed to have guy friends...it never really worked that way
it always had an obvious ending
always...
"ok khalid....il be your friend"i said with a slight smile
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we sat and talked for what seemed like hours
nothing seemed to make us stop
we talked about everything and anything
he asked me about my worst day
how many friends i had
if i ever learned a new language
my favourite color
a movie that made me cry once
it didnt even feel weird to share personal infprmation with a complete stranger!!!
i was slightly nervous about all this thou i actually enjoyed talking to him
"i think we should keep this friendship between us for now"he said with a determind look
"mmmmm yeah....i think we should" i smiled
"anyways i gota go now....how about we meet up 2morrow same time,here?"
"here???" i looked confused for a sec
"yeah a7san hne..nobody usually meets up here so i think its better for you"
i accepted his invite and we said our goodbyes
it felt nice talking to a stranger
this person knew nothing about me
but tried so hard to understand me
to study me well
study my expression
read my thoughts
even tho we had nothing in common
he was 5 years older
but i couldnt understand why he wanted to know more
that connection he somehow felt
i was starting to understand
Salami came back to the coffee shop
i told her i was tired and wanted to go back home
she agreed and we headed to the lockers to change and head out
i wasnt able to sleep
i was soo into my thought
soo much has changed since we arrived
so much
my family was already back in Abu Dhabi
I woke up early that day
I had a really good feeling about that day
i just knew it
i got dressed
put on some jeans and a comfy top
fixed my hair
applyed some eyeliner and peachy blush
and headed down for breakfast
"MEEEEEEROOOOOOOOO"
"5aaaaaaaair salaaaaami"
"ta3aaaaly ta3aaaaly"
"hehehehe shooooo!!"
"your not telling me something"
"what do you mean?"
i panicked that second
shit
no one was suppoed to know about us talking
should i just make something up?????
what would 3abdalla think now????
what we had
was something so special
i couldnt loose it
i felt that talking to 5alid would be something bad
no good will come out of it
but what could i do now.....
"3abdalla"
"she winked
sigh
i dont know why i was relieved
i started to relax
"hehe sho feeh"
"you love him?"
"umm"
that wasnt an easy question
nothing seemed easy about answering it
i really didnt know if this was love
if whatever i was feeling was considered love
it was such an odd feeling
"i dont know salami......its not that easy"
"well.....let me tell you this....its pretty obvious"
"sho ga9dich?"
"open your eyes meera....your not putting the puzzle peices together"
"salami......this is all new to me"
"i know.....but look at me....everything was new to me as well...but i learned....i loved....and experinced everything...thats exactly whats supposed to happen 7abeeebty!...i knew ur scared.....wallaaa i know....but when is crazy about you.....dont give up that opportunity meera....you never know if you might get one like it again,,,,and im not saying this because hes my brother laaaa walla i just want you to feel all that love can give...."
i tried to adjust all what she said...
she was right
this was once in a tife time thing
and this was a complete new chapter for me
i wanted to experience love
and that exact second
i decided to give in...
because i knew deep inside...
I was already falling for him....
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Destiny(one post)
the day she left me...
That innocent look in her eyes..
The way she smiled at me like I was the only boy on earth…
Her scent was all I could breathe in…
“I love you Fahad”were whispered into my ears..
Words that were heard through the breeze that followed her warm smile
I reached out to feel her fingers touching mine
I knew it was real…she was here
But every time I pulled out my hand towards hers she seems to fade away
Her voice becomes that low echo that is hardly heard
“please don’t leave me Haya…………”
“I never left you fahad….
il always be with you wherever you go…
Whatever you do..
il always love you…
I promise”
Kathaab ana law gilt aba ansaak…
Aw jeet yoom o gilt mabeeek
9adeg be2any wely sawak
Law ansa esmy manee naseeek~
As a tear rolled down my left cheek..
I held my breath and closed my eyes wishing she would appear in front of me once again
Just that one touch….and I will feel alive again
Just that one smile…and I will forget my sadness
“will I see you again Haya?”I held her hand between mine strongly wishing to never let her go
“maybe destiny will bring is together one day…you never know…in years…probably even months”
“will you love him more than you loved me?”I tried to not to look at her face as I heard the answer
“Fahad…I already love you…today..tomorrow…in 10 years…until I die….il always love you and nothing can be compared to our love….nothing 7abebe”
“il wait for you....walla I will”
“don’t….move on Fahad……don’t wait…….do it as a favor for me...i was forced into this marriage…it wasn’t the best decision for me…but for you…I want you to be happy…I want you to find someone that will make you happy again..someone that will realize how special you are…someone that will see the best in you just like I have…”
10 Years passed….
And just like said
Destiny has worked its charms
Haya's speaks...
“allah yahdeeek ya weldy wain re7t bdoon mat5abrni!!!!!!!”
I wore my 3abaya and went to search the nearby houses and ask about my son
I ran back and forth between the streets
I yelled and yelled
No sight of my son
Hours later
I heard the doorbell ring
“akeeeed raad elbait allaah ey3eeni 3ala hatha el walad!”
I opened and saw my son looking up at me with a huge smile and next to him was a beautiful young girl with dark long braids…hazel eyes…a very attractive smile
She seems to be the same age with my son
“salam 3alaikm”a voice I thought I knew said
I looked up
Fahad
My Fahad
My heart started to race.....it felt like time went back….10 years ago….this person was my life
“it’s you “his eyes were glowing again
I could see the astonishment in his face
I could see the happiness
The Fahad I knew was right here in front of me
In flesh
“umy choofy this is my new friend! Hneee baithum 3end lafat el freej”he pointed towards the street
“5awaftny 3alaik Fahad…mara thanya 5abrni yoom betseer mkaan”
I could feel Fahad’s eyes on me as I mentioned my sons name
“ok umayaaa”and ran into the house
“just like you asked from me….3ashanch walla…wela tadreen eny I wouldn’t move on”he smiled softly as he patted his daughters head
“im glad you did…she seems like a very lovely girl”I looked up and smiled warmly
I saw the Fahad I fell in love with years ago..
“she is…I see so much of you in her”
“I see so much of u in Fahad as well”
“nice to see you again..”
“nice to see you too Fahad”
“and btw….”
“yes?”
“I named her Haya"
Maraaat leyaali el 3emr ayaam wesh’hoor
Wenta ma7aalk ma7aad eb galbi yeswaaaak
Agoolha min galb 3al bu3d majboor
Law daart el denya betlgaani ahwaak
Ye7fe’6k raabi 3al mada 3umr wdhoor
El’3aly ely menfrd fe mezaayaak
Wt3eesh 3omrik waain ma kint masroor
Wallah ey7ageg doom mas3aak******
That innocent look in her eyes..
The way she smiled at me like I was the only boy on earth…
Her scent was all I could breathe in…
“I love you Fahad”were whispered into my ears..
Words that were heard through the breeze that followed her warm smile
I reached out to feel her fingers touching mine
I knew it was real…she was here
But every time I pulled out my hand towards hers she seems to fade away
Her voice becomes that low echo that is hardly heard
“please don’t leave me Haya…………”
“I never left you fahad….
il always be with you wherever you go…
Whatever you do..
il always love you…
I promise”
Kathaab ana law gilt aba ansaak…
Aw jeet yoom o gilt mabeeek
9adeg be2any wely sawak
Law ansa esmy manee naseeek~
As a tear rolled down my left cheek..
I held my breath and closed my eyes wishing she would appear in front of me once again
Just that one touch….and I will feel alive again
Just that one smile…and I will forget my sadness
“will I see you again Haya?”I held her hand between mine strongly wishing to never let her go
“maybe destiny will bring is together one day…you never know…in years…probably even months”
“will you love him more than you loved me?”I tried to not to look at her face as I heard the answer
“Fahad…I already love you…today..tomorrow…in 10 years…until I die….il always love you and nothing can be compared to our love….nothing 7abebe”
“il wait for you....walla I will”
“don’t….move on Fahad……don’t wait…….do it as a favor for me...i was forced into this marriage…it wasn’t the best decision for me…but for you…I want you to be happy…I want you to find someone that will make you happy again..someone that will realize how special you are…someone that will see the best in you just like I have…”
10 Years passed….
And just like said
Destiny has worked its charms
Haya's speaks...
“allah yahdeeek ya weldy wain re7t bdoon mat5abrni!!!!!!!”
I wore my 3abaya and went to search the nearby houses and ask about my son
I ran back and forth between the streets
I yelled and yelled
No sight of my son
Hours later
I heard the doorbell ring
“akeeeed raad elbait allaah ey3eeni 3ala hatha el walad!”
I opened and saw my son looking up at me with a huge smile and next to him was a beautiful young girl with dark long braids…hazel eyes…a very attractive smile
She seems to be the same age with my son
“salam 3alaikm”a voice I thought I knew said
I looked up
Fahad
My Fahad
My heart started to race.....it felt like time went back….10 years ago….this person was my life
“it’s you “his eyes were glowing again
I could see the astonishment in his face
I could see the happiness
The Fahad I knew was right here in front of me
In flesh
“umy choofy this is my new friend! Hneee baithum 3end lafat el freej”he pointed towards the street
“5awaftny 3alaik Fahad…mara thanya 5abrni yoom betseer mkaan”
I could feel Fahad’s eyes on me as I mentioned my sons name
“ok umayaaa”and ran into the house
“just like you asked from me….3ashanch walla…wela tadreen eny I wouldn’t move on”he smiled softly as he patted his daughters head
“im glad you did…she seems like a very lovely girl”I looked up and smiled warmly
I saw the Fahad I fell in love with years ago..
“she is…I see so much of you in her”
“I see so much of u in Fahad as well”
“nice to see you again..”
“nice to see you too Fahad”
“and btw….”
“yes?”
“I named her Haya"
Maraaat leyaali el 3emr ayaam wesh’hoor
Wenta ma7aalk ma7aad eb galbi yeswaaaak
Agoolha min galb 3al bu3d majboor
Law daart el denya betlgaani ahwaak
Ye7fe’6k raabi 3al mada 3umr wdhoor
El’3aly ely menfrd fe mezaayaak
Wt3eesh 3omrik waain ma kint masroor
Wallah ey7ageg doom mas3aak******
WE NEED TO TALK READERS!
Hey readers!
been a while since I last talked to you...
well I've started uni !!
things have been going great so far...
I miss writing walla..im trying to finish my first story but right now its been so stressful ;/
though i've also started writing one post stories...although theyre fictional which means i can go wild with my imagination!!
the last (one post) was one of my first fictional posts...if i have time today il be posting another one of my fictional stories
anyways...hope ur still enjoying reading my posts
stick around readers
Love u!
been a while since I last talked to you...
well I've started uni !!
things have been going great so far...
I miss writing walla..im trying to finish my first story but right now its been so stressful ;/
though i've also started writing one post stories...although theyre fictional which means i can go wild with my imagination!!
the last (one post) was one of my first fictional posts...if i have time today il be posting another one of my fictional stories
anyways...hope ur still enjoying reading my posts
stick around readers
Love u!
Sunday, November 27, 2011
The text(one post)
when the whole world flips that min...
when you need someone so much...
when you need a shoulder to cry one..
when you say"im fine"and really want to hear someone saying "i know your not"
when suddenly problems started to apear at a time you actually thought things were finally going back to normal..
when suddenly something deep inside you shuts down...
when you start getting flashbacks of how things were in the past...
how he spoke to you..
how he showed how much he loved you..
how much he needed you...
how your smile lightned up his world...
when suddenly one convo can change everything...
mahee hal lailah o bas...
wenta met'3ayr 3alay...
9arelk kam lailah wenta...
enta balik mahoo lee.....
Can you please not get pissed off and talk to me well for once?i cant talk to about anything can i?
did you see the way you said it?3aib 3alaich...fe thematyah enah 3aib...
7ayati please dont leave me in such situations
etha yateeni..o rimastee 3adel min 3yooni
i did talk 3adel im just so annoyed !
nvm il handle this on my own
thanks anyways.. :)
no thank you walla
sorry ana '3al6ana i shouldnt have gotyou involved
La ana asif you still have to ask me stuff like that...i wasnt trustworthy in the past...il ttyl
baby i've forgotten the past<3
where r u..fel bait?
yeah
thanks for telling me you left min bait 3amich and serty elbait
baby comon this whole convo wasnt going great...i just forgot
please dont search for a reason to fight about
i only wished someone was there for me and understands me and tell me everything will be fine
alright..im here searching for reasons to fight yeh?walla mabagoolich shay 3iyal..do whatever you want..5ala9 youl be happy
laish che tsawi feya??
why cant you just help me thru this?!!!!! laish che t5aleeeni
ente.
walla you dont see what you write to me....wallla....you just type..and then you think i say anything bas che
im stressed out !!!!!
you want me to smile and laugh??!!!
omg,
you know what?
il shutup now
bye walla seriously
just dont talk to me
see
look how you talk to me
not like you even want me to be here
how can i not want you to be here???
bye
thanks for fucking up my mood
look how the hell you talk to me
stop it
fucking stop
it hurts
dont you feel???
mat7seen what you do to me and shit sometimes
walla you have no clue
leave me hurt
and il shutup
so i dont hurt you
bye.
you never really regret words until theyre actually said.... :)
enta min mudah o 7alik lel2asaf 9ayer '3areeb..
9aar 3ady 3endik abga..
o 3ady 3an 3ainik a'3eeb..
when you need someone so much...
when you need a shoulder to cry one..
when you say"im fine"and really want to hear someone saying "i know your not"
when suddenly problems started to apear at a time you actually thought things were finally going back to normal..
when suddenly something deep inside you shuts down...
when you start getting flashbacks of how things were in the past...
how he spoke to you..
how he showed how much he loved you..
how much he needed you...
how your smile lightned up his world...
when suddenly one convo can change everything...
mahee hal lailah o bas...
wenta met'3ayr 3alay...
9arelk kam lailah wenta...
enta balik mahoo lee.....
Can you please not get pissed off and talk to me well for once?i cant talk to about anything can i?
did you see the way you said it?3aib 3alaich...fe thematyah enah 3aib...
7ayati please dont leave me in such situations
etha yateeni..o rimastee 3adel min 3yooni
i did talk 3adel im just so annoyed !
nvm il handle this on my own
thanks anyways.. :)
no thank you walla
sorry ana '3al6ana i shouldnt have gotyou involved
La ana asif you still have to ask me stuff like that...i wasnt trustworthy in the past...il ttyl
baby i've forgotten the past<3
where r u..fel bait?
yeah
thanks for telling me you left min bait 3amich and serty elbait
baby comon this whole convo wasnt going great...i just forgot
please dont search for a reason to fight about
i only wished someone was there for me and understands me and tell me everything will be fine
alright..im here searching for reasons to fight yeh?walla mabagoolich shay 3iyal..do whatever you want..5ala9 youl be happy
laish che tsawi feya??
why cant you just help me thru this?!!!!! laish che t5aleeeni
ente.
walla you dont see what you write to me....wallla....you just type..and then you think i say anything bas che
im stressed out !!!!!
you want me to smile and laugh??!!!
omg,
you know what?
il shutup now
bye walla seriously
just dont talk to me
see
look how you talk to me
not like you even want me to be here
how can i not want you to be here???
bye
thanks for fucking up my mood
look how the hell you talk to me
stop it
fucking stop
it hurts
dont you feel???
mat7seen what you do to me and shit sometimes
walla you have no clue
leave me hurt
and il shutup
so i dont hurt you
bye.
you never really regret words until theyre actually said.... :)
enta min mudah o 7alik lel2asaf 9ayer '3areeb..
9aar 3ady 3endik abga..
o 3ady 3an 3ainik a'3eeb..
8i9at '3araam*23
PREVIOUSLY
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As I got into the car..I couldnt stop thinking about Khalid...
I didnt know if i was supposed to be worried about something like this..
I mean,nothing really happened...but e7saasy kan eygooly shay thany..
like I should be careful about him...
the drive only took a few minutes,,akeed ma7asaait bel wagt...time usually flies when Salami is around..
we got out of the car....6ab3an everyone stood their watching the car and taking pictures like they usually do...
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we walked around the mall
entered some stores
shopped a little
had coffee
we realized we still had time left till we leave
salami suggested to enter ski dubai
6ab3an i was up for it just for the fun of it !
minutes later....
"haa u ready?" salami said
"haha i was born ready!!"i said
"hahahaa wayed embayn min wayhch"she raised an eyebrows smiling
"umm yeah this is kinda too high for me"i said
"hahaha la 3adi its not that scary walla" she tried to look casual so i wouldnt stress out
"ok how about i sit up there in the cafe and watch you ski the first few times?"i said
"meerana yalla 3aad stop being a chicken !! walla its not so high! 7ata law 6e7ty ul crack up wallaa its gna be hilarious!!!"
"wow thanks! now im seriously gna wait foog maba anzil saweteeeli film re3eb im not used to high slopes!!"i said
"ohoooo inzain wain for me at the cafe il ski for a bit then come join you for coffee AND THEN will ski together !! sounds good?"
"yeah perfect so i can watch you show off some moves hahaha yalla go ahead enjoy and t7amly i want u to come back in one peice please!!"i said
"hahaha ya 7maraa thanks alot!see ya in a bit!"she said
i watched her for a second then headed towards the stairs to go up to the coffee shop
i ordered some hot chocolate yummmmm i really needed something warm in this freezing place!!
as i sat there and watched aother people ski
i saw a familiar face sitting on the table right across
i didnt want to seem obvious so i smiled and turned away
i might have signaled some wrong signal
two seconds later i turned my face and found someone sitting right infront of me
on the same table ba3ad
"sorry i know your first impression of me wasnt great"he smiled warmly
"umm.ye-no its ok"i said
i tried to end our convo bas it wasnt really working
well were not really having a convo
i was just getting a creepy feeling all of a sudden
"heh i dont bite u know"
"magilt shay enzain"i smiled and continued sipping my hot coco
"i'd like to be your friend"
"why...."this convo was getting weirder by the second
"because i feel we clicked"
"clicked how?this is our first face to face actual conv so...."i said with a confused look
"haha...i know i might sound so weird right now...but you'll understand one day"
"okay....im still not following...this is actually making me feel uncomfortable.."i said as i tried not to look
"like i said...let me be your friend...im not asking for much...its either a yes...or a no..."
i fiddled with my mug trying to think of something else...
"listen...i know how your feeling..."
i looked up trying to understand every word
"let me say this before you make up your dicision....i know your not sure about what im trying to say..but try this...talk to me for a day...and you'd understand what im trying to explain...one day...etha 7asaity eni im still weird and all..you can just stop talking to me...i would understand walla...try something new...wont harm.."
"i dont know...."i still didnt understand what was asked from me
the words were not clear...ma3rf sho elsalfah wallahh..but something was pushing me forward
this wasnt right
girls were not supposed to have guy friends...it never really worked that way
it always had an obvious ending
always...
"ok khalid....il be your friend"i said with a slight smile
________________________
As I got into the car..I couldnt stop thinking about Khalid...
I didnt know if i was supposed to be worried about something like this..
I mean,nothing really happened...but e7saasy kan eygooly shay thany..
like I should be careful about him...
the drive only took a few minutes,,akeed ma7asaait bel wagt...time usually flies when Salami is around..
we got out of the car....6ab3an everyone stood their watching the car and taking pictures like they usually do...
_________________________
we walked around the mall
entered some stores
shopped a little
had coffee
we realized we still had time left till we leave
salami suggested to enter ski dubai
6ab3an i was up for it just for the fun of it !
minutes later....
"haa u ready?" salami said
"haha i was born ready!!"i said
"hahahaa wayed embayn min wayhch"she raised an eyebrows smiling
"umm yeah this is kinda too high for me"i said
"hahaha la 3adi its not that scary walla" she tried to look casual so i wouldnt stress out
"ok how about i sit up there in the cafe and watch you ski the first few times?"i said
"meerana yalla 3aad stop being a chicken !! walla its not so high! 7ata law 6e7ty ul crack up wallaa its gna be hilarious!!!"
"wow thanks! now im seriously gna wait foog maba anzil saweteeeli film re3eb im not used to high slopes!!"i said
"ohoooo inzain wain for me at the cafe il ski for a bit then come join you for coffee AND THEN will ski together !! sounds good?"
"yeah perfect so i can watch you show off some moves hahaha yalla go ahead enjoy and t7amly i want u to come back in one peice please!!"i said
"hahaha ya 7maraa thanks alot!see ya in a bit!"she said
i watched her for a second then headed towards the stairs to go up to the coffee shop
i ordered some hot chocolate yummmmm i really needed something warm in this freezing place!!
as i sat there and watched aother people ski
i saw a familiar face sitting on the table right across
i didnt want to seem obvious so i smiled and turned away
i might have signaled some wrong signal
two seconds later i turned my face and found someone sitting right infront of me
on the same table ba3ad
"sorry i know your first impression of me wasnt great"he smiled warmly
"umm.ye-no its ok"i said
i tried to end our convo bas it wasnt really working
well were not really having a convo
i was just getting a creepy feeling all of a sudden
"heh i dont bite u know"
"magilt shay enzain"i smiled and continued sipping my hot coco
"i'd like to be your friend"
"why...."this convo was getting weirder by the second
"because i feel we clicked"
"clicked how?this is our first face to face actual conv so...."i said with a confused look
"haha...i know i might sound so weird right now...but you'll understand one day"
"okay....im still not following...this is actually making me feel uncomfortable.."i said as i tried not to look
"like i said...let me be your friend...im not asking for much...its either a yes...or a no..."
i fiddled with my mug trying to think of something else...
"listen...i know how your feeling..."
i looked up trying to understand every word
"let me say this before you make up your dicision....i know your not sure about what im trying to say..but try this...talk to me for a day...and you'd understand what im trying to explain...one day...etha 7asaity eni im still weird and all..you can just stop talking to me...i would understand walla...try something new...wont harm.."
"i dont know...."i still didnt understand what was asked from me
the words were not clear...ma3rf sho elsalfah wallahh..but something was pushing me forward
this wasnt right
girls were not supposed to have guy friends...it never really worked that way
it always had an obvious ending
always...
"ok khalid....il be your friend"i said with a slight smile
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
8i9at '3araam*22
PREVIOUSLY...
________________________________
“hehe…sooo you still want to go to MOE?”she asked
“mmm why you want to change?”I asked suspiciously
“hehe well cause I know Khalid will be there”said salami
“what?laish?”i said surprised
“didn’t you notice the way he was looking at you?”she asked smiling
What did he want from me.......?
_______________________________
As I got into the car..I couldnt stop thinking about Khalid...
I didnt know if i was supposed to be worried about something like this..
I mean,nothing really happened...but e7saasy kan eygooly shay thany..
like I should be careful about him...
the drive only took a few minutes,,akeed ma7asaait bel wagt...time usually flies when Salami is around..
we got out of the car....6ab3an everyone stood their watching the car and taking pictures like they usually do...
Flashback...
calling
"en alhatf alathy 6alabt'ho mu8la8......."
calling
calling
calling
I could feel my heart racing
calling again
"en alhatf........."
this was not happening....
he will answer
he will...
calling
i could feel the pain deep inside...
it tore me into pieces...i felt shattered...
like there was no end to this pain...
tears just kept rolling down my face...
i didnt want to beleive it...
he promised...
he promised..
he promised me...
calling again...
I started hearing his voice in my heard..
I knew it.....
i smiled....
your still here...
you would never break your promise..
my breathing got harder by the second..
it felt like something was getting pulled from my heart..
seemed like my heart was ready to let go..
dont you dare leave...
dont you dare...
no matter what...you promised you'd be with me forever
forver,,,
my hands were shaking...my legs started to trembl...
the world was not the same...
something deep inside hurt...
it felt like a stab,,,into my soul
into my heart..
into every memory i cherished...
at3athab kel thanya...
roo7i tet3athb..
ma7es eb shay..
ma7es eb roo7i...
ma7es eb galbi ely kaan saken feeh...
el'3aly wain??waaink 3an galbi??
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“hehe…sooo you still want to go to MOE?”she asked
“mmm why you want to change?”I asked suspiciously
“hehe well cause I know Khalid will be there”said salami
“what?laish?”i said surprised
“didn’t you notice the way he was looking at you?”she asked smiling
What did he want from me.......?
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As I got into the car..I couldnt stop thinking about Khalid...
I didnt know if i was supposed to be worried about something like this..
I mean,nothing really happened...but e7saasy kan eygooly shay thany..
like I should be careful about him...
the drive only took a few minutes,,akeed ma7asaait bel wagt...time usually flies when Salami is around..
we got out of the car....6ab3an everyone stood their watching the car and taking pictures like they usually do...
Flashback...
calling
"en alhatf alathy 6alabt'ho mu8la8......."
calling
calling
calling
I could feel my heart racing
calling again
"en alhatf........."
this was not happening....
he will answer
he will...
calling
i could feel the pain deep inside...
it tore me into pieces...i felt shattered...
like there was no end to this pain...
tears just kept rolling down my face...
i didnt want to beleive it...
he promised...
he promised..
he promised me...
calling again...
I started hearing his voice in my heard..
I knew it.....
i smiled....
your still here...
you would never break your promise..
my breathing got harder by the second..
it felt like something was getting pulled from my heart..
seemed like my heart was ready to let go..
dont you dare leave...
dont you dare...
no matter what...you promised you'd be with me forever
forver,,,
my hands were shaking...my legs started to trembl...
the world was not the same...
something deep inside hurt...
it felt like a stab,,,into my soul
into my heart..
into every memory i cherished...
at3athab kel thanya...
roo7i tet3athb..
ma7es eb shay..
ma7es eb roo7i...
ma7es eb galbi ely kaan saken feeh...
el'3aly wain??waaink 3an galbi??
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