8i9at '3araam *9*((SPECIAL POST;**))

WOOHOO !
HAPPY VALENTINES 7ABAAYBIII ;*******

kel senaaa o entooo b5aaair yaa a7laa readers !

JAHZEEN FOR TODAYS POST??!!

ITS A SPECIAL POST FOR ALL YOU READERS OUT THERE<3

3aam yedeed...
w senaah ydeedah...
w 7ub yedeeed....

3asaa allah yes3edkum ento o 7abaaybkm;***

i adore this song and beeen waiting soooo long to add it on this amazing post!

2hdaaa to all you people celebrating this day....

kl 3am w enta el7ub,,temer esneen w entaa el7ub 3asaa allah la yefrgna~







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PREVIOUSLY


He started to speak again


And I wished the same


For the first time in my life I wanted that


“ana…


ana abaach to be mine Meera”


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 I was sitting right next to him


Kint bjaabltena


But my eyes and thoughts were far far away....


B3eed 3an hathe el3alam....


I lost my 5 senses...


Just like that....


Those words made me loose all my feelings....


He was still looking at me...


Bas I didn’t realize that...


I was still in shock....


 I didn’t realize what that breathtaking voice of his just said….


He stayed quiet and didn’t interrupt my thoughts…


It took me a while to take all this in…






He wants me to be his?


Yebani 7agaa?


Ana Meera akoon maltah?


Not for anyone else… bas 7agaa?


Bas kaif?


Kaif beyaany ana?


Kaif ana a8bal fe hatha el shay?






7asaait a rush of answers racing to the top trying to be picked


I didn’t want to pick


I dint want to think


I didn’t want to believe this was reality....












Meera’s POV now…






Mat5ayalt 3emry akoon attached to someone


And expected to love and loved in return


This in not who I am…


I’m the type of girl that backs off whenever someone gets too attached


I wasn’t the kind that could handle these things


I felt it was better this way…not to get hurt


That was my main goal


Ena I never get heartbroken or hurt by someone close to me


That was me


But this was different somehow


First I liked how he looked at me


Then I liked how I thought of him


But then I wanted to be with him


I was accepting everything from him


I gotta tell you though


I am the kind of girl that thinks a million times gabl matsawee shay


Magoolkm im soo straight


Bas I really do have limits


Ya3nii ma7eb ayeeb elramsh 7ag 3emri


I have all the doors open for me in Abu Dhabi


But I never dare going through them meny weldarb


A7term 3emry


That’s when things go wrong


You see others doing


And then you start wanting the same


You say to urself…fe shay esma logic


Enah there’s a first time for everything


No matter what the consequences are


You want to try new things


New experiences


A new way of living.


This is what happened to me


After seeing him


After remembering the past


After talking to him


And ..After experiencing new feelings towards him


I wanted to go forward with this


I wanted to keep feeling these things


I wanted to be close to him



Forever.











Back to the story

 



I pushed away all what was going on in my head...


And focused on one thing...


One thing that I was anxious to try...


One thing I didn’t think about a million times as usual...


One thing that was every girl’s fantasy to have...


One thing that makes you forget enah gravity exists....


It was falling in love…











He was still quiet...


My eyes caught him as he sucked in his lips …


He seemed troubled,


Worried,


Anxious.






Now I didn’t want to think


I wanted to follow my heart for the first time..


Hoping it was the right thing


What if this all goes wrong?


What if he hurts me?


What if this is all a lie?


What if nothing goes right?


Stop


No more thinking


No more what ifs


I choose him


I want to go through this


For now at least…

















At last..


Silence…
















I took advantage of the moment...


My hands reached for his face slowly...


It was tiny compared to his face....


I touched the lower right side of his face...


He slightly shivered as my cold hand touched his jaw line...


This was extreme for me..


This was over the top…





My heart was speeding now


I didn’t know what to do next


His eyes was burning through mine


I could feel his skin forming a slight smile




He liked this


He liked feeling this way too...





I slipped my hand from his face and locked it with my other hand and started to fiddle with it...


It was an awkward moment....


I was just about to say something....


We opened our mouths to talk ...


I closed it as soon as I saw his open...


We both laughed at what just happened....


After a few seconds we started to talk...






“hehe you go first”


“umm..la you”


I was turning red


My head dropped to the floor


“laaa laa ladies first”


He tilted his head down to look at me


I raised my head shwyh not knowing he was looking at me


My eyes caught his


I started to blush all over again




Uhhhhh stop it!


Weeeh galbii beywagf


I don’t want to get paralyzed all over again...





I sighed as I raised my head and looked the other way and smiled


I was laughing from the inside


I knew what he was doing


I could feel his gaze burning through me


I turned at looked at him


“hehe sho feech?”


“mashay”


Lafeet wayhee 3anah


7aseet I was gna burst out laughing


He knows I get annoyed when someone keeps staring at me!






I was starting to move a lot now


I played with my hair


Then started to bit my lips from nervousness


And then I crossed my legs to sit in a lady like position


I forgot about the cut





“Huh! aaa7”my voice was low but it sting so much!


“hehehe stop moving” he wrapped his arms around my arms trapping me from moving


I froze.


He tilted his head so he can see me better


“Okay?”


“Ok” I said randomly


“ahidich?”


“t’hedni”


“hahaha that’s not what I asked”


“adree”I said shyly


“Tadreen sho?”


My face turned blank




Sho eygool hatha?


I’m totally lost


Omg fashlaa!


Sho asawii now.....





“hehe… Meera ”


“labeah” I said softly and smiled


I watched as his face lightened up as I said that


“labaach galbii”his voice was sooo dreamy and manly




allah 3alaaik .....
leyaaa tekalamt ma7laaak....
nabraaat 9oootk...
tesha'3l el shoog feeny.....




I watched as his left eye winked at me...




2weeeh !


I seriously can’t talk now


Actually I don’t want too!


I could just sit here all day staring at him


Aaah a7ss Goosebumps everywhere


7atta sha3ar yambi wegaaf.....







He had a huge smirk plastered on his face now


“laish teste7een miny?”


I didn’t want to lie


I wanted to say the truth


But it was such an embarrassing question


I was forced.


“maste7ee”I managed to say after a few seconds


“walla?”He was being sarcastic


“Yeah”


I was happy I won this conversation...






Until he started talking again after a few seconds


“Ok 3eyal”I could hear the thrill rushing through his voice


“6al3eeny”


 I looked into his eyes straight away...


Without thinking about it...


I looked into his eyes...


I saw warmth...


I saw joy....


I saw love.






I was on fire now


His eyes were doing this to me...


Magdedaart at7amaal 3yoonah....


They were so mesmerizing ....







Chee it’s like you’re on a roller costar


You’re heading towards this deadly deep drop


And you want to keep watching ...
But at the same time you’re too frightened about it!


That’s what was happening to me....


I wanted to keep my eyes on him....


If I could I would’ve done it all day...


But it was hard.







I dropped my gaze


“chefty” he laughed at me


I was blushing more after this


He took my hand in his and looked at me


I shivered from his touch


He felt that


“lat5afain”his voice was so warm and serene


“You trust me don’t you?”


He had the innocent look painted on his face


“haih”


“inzain bagoolich shay madam were cool now” he was so excited


“hehe gool”






I slightly moved away from him to make space between us so I could see him better


“T7eede-“he stopped and looked at me in surprise


“hehe sho? ”I didn’t know what was going on


His eyes were wide


I thought something happened


“laish troo7en b3eed?”


“Umm I just wanted a better view walla” I flashed him my pearly white teeth


“Meera com’on” he was disappointed now


He sighed and continued talking


“tebaain tza3leeni entee?”He had a sad expression on


“laa never”I was shocked


“hehe you know ente no matter what you do musta7eel az3al minch”
still smiling



 I started to remember us as kids again


I remembered when we played by the shore


And by the swings


I got hit by memories from every side


Omg true


Machid ze3al miny!


He sighed again and looked my way


“T3arfeen how long I’ve waited to be this close to you again?”


“Really?”I was surprised


“hehe ..laish chee wayed metfaj2ah”


His hand reached to mine to pull me back in my old position



 

“mat9adgeeni?”


I nodded and smiled


I don’t know etha what he’s saying is all true


Since when o hewa chee eyfaker?


It feels weird now knowing how he feels about me


I don’t know what to expect from him


But still I should believe right?


He watched my face expressions


I wasn’t satisfied by what he was saying yet






“hmm….enzain gimmi your hand I want you to feel something”


He reached for my hand gently and placed it on his chest exactly where his heart was


“sho elsalfah hehe”


“shhh listen”


We both stayed quiet for a while




Aaah galbaaah!


Laish eydig bser3aa


Is he ok?


Its beating too fast !!


Besmella allah yefe’6a



 He watched me as I started to panic


“haha choofy sho saweeti eb galbii”


“ana asawi chee?”


“ma7ad ‘3arich ya 2meerty”


I stared to blush


“3aan”


“mayest7oon”


“hehe enshalla”






He kept his eyes on me...


Like I was the only person in the world he doesn’t want to loose...


Like he never wants me to be away from him...


Like I was the drug that made him keep surviving...


I was making his heart race like that...


I was doing that to him...


This is how he feels when im close...


This is what I do to him when I close....


And that’s what he did to me....


Whenever he was close...


He made my heart speed up ....


He made me stop thinking....


He made me forget all the misery....


All the pain...


And concentrate on him...


Just him...






He just kept watching me


For the first time he just watched


Didn’t say a word


It’s like kaan ey7awel eyshab3 3yoonh miny...


It’s like kaan ey5aaf aroo7 3anaah o hewa ba3dah maresamny fe 3aglah....


O galbah....


O 5ayaalh....


Kan bas yeba ey6ale3ni...


I didn’t need to speak ....


I didn’t have to say a word....


He knew how I was feeling....


He knew whatever he was feeling I was feeling too....







After a few minutes he started to talk…


“Meera…”


I felt goosebumps every time those lips said my name


“na3aam?”


“tadreen ente mkaanich wain?”


He smiled at me now


I shook my head saying no


His hand touched his chest


“da5l galbii….entee nab’6 galbii”


“jawbeeny…”he was smiling at me now


“el galb ey3eesh bdoon nab’6ah?”


“laa”I said shyly


“kaif ey3eesh el galbi 3eyal?”


“etha kan fe nab’6”


“o entee sho?”


“hehe..”I started to giggle


This conversation was starting to make me nervous


And my answers were so funny


“hehe yalla gooleely… entee sho?”


“ana nab’6ah”


His eyes were wide now


His smile was taking all his face


“hehe o wain mekaanch?”


This was very entertaining to him


“hehe enta ta3ref”I was blushing


“laa ma3arf”he was sarcastic


“yalla you tell me”


“mabaa hehe”


He put his hand on the tip of my chin and turned me his way because I was now looking down as usual


“wain mkaanich?”He was smiling softly


Aaah ma7laat that smile


Walla it lightens up my day


I was smiling back but my eyes staring down


After a few seconds I managed to finally say it
















“fe gaalbik”





 Kl 3aaam wntaa ya 7abeeby ya '9yaa 3ainnyy .. yakl 3aamn jdeed ygaabl sneenyy .. mnkthr ma a7s b- innk g63tnn mnny..hanaait nafsy gabl la inta t'haneenyy ..


kl3aam wntyy 7abeebat galby w 7byy kl 3am wnty ya galby agrab l-galby .. yarwa3 hadya wahabha ldnyty raby w araag w a7la jamaaln shaafita 3ainyy ..


hal 3am bajma3 njom il lail yal '3aaly baktbah ismk mn awal 7arf litaalyy warsam baha 9oortn mafargat baaly wa7adth lk gmar laily bain kafainyy ..


wana l3yoonk worood il 7b banthrha barsm baha galby w galbk wa9awrha b7roof ismk .. bazaynha wa36rha wagool A7BK kthr mantii t7beenyy ..


fdaait galbk ya a'3la 7b y7yaabii.. yagrab l3aainy mn jfoony w ahdaabiii.. ya awal a7baab 3mry w a5ar a7baabii.. yakfeeny a7yaa il 3mr wyaak yakfeeennnyy!!!


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