PREVIOUSLY
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"let me say this before you make up your dicision....i know your not sure about what im trying to say..but try this...talk to me for a day...and you'd understand what im trying to explain...one day...etha 7asaity eni im still weird and all..you can just stop talking to me...i would understand walla...try something new...wont harm.."
"i dont know...."i still didnt understand what was asked from me
the words were not clear...ma3rf sho elsalfah wallahh..but something was pushing me forward
this wasnt right
girls were not supposed to have guy friends...it never really worked that way
it always had an obvious ending
always...
"ok khalid....il be your friend"i said with a slight smile
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we sat and talked for what seemed like hours
nothing seemed to make us stop
we talked about everything and anything
he asked me about my worst day
how many friends i had
if i ever learned a new language
my favourite color
a movie that made me cry once
it didnt even feel weird to share personal infprmation with a complete stranger!!!
i was slightly nervous about all this thou i actually enjoyed talking to him
"i think we should keep this friendship between us for now"he said with a determind look
"mmmmm yeah....i think we should" i smiled
"anyways i gota go now....how about we meet up 2morrow same time,here?"
"here???" i looked confused for a sec
"yeah a7san hne..nobody usually meets up here so i think its better for you"
i accepted his invite and we said our goodbyes
it felt nice talking to a stranger
this person knew nothing about me
but tried so hard to understand me
to study me well
study my expression
read my thoughts
even tho we had nothing in common
he was 5 years older
but i couldnt understand why he wanted to know more
that connection he somehow felt
i was starting to understand
Salami came back to the coffee shop
i told her i was tired and wanted to go back home
she agreed and we headed to the lockers to change and head out
i wasnt able to sleep
i was soo into my thought
soo much has changed since we arrived
so much
my family was already back in Abu Dhabi
I woke up early that day
I had a really good feeling about that day
i just knew it
i got dressed
put on some jeans and a comfy top
fixed my hair
applyed some eyeliner and peachy blush
and headed down for breakfast
"MEEEEEEROOOOOOOOO"
"5aaaaaaaair salaaaaami"
"ta3aaaaly ta3aaaaly"
"hehehehe shooooo!!"
"your not telling me something"
"what do you mean?"
i panicked that second
shit
no one was suppoed to know about us talking
should i just make something up?????
what would 3abdalla think now????
what we had
was something so special
i couldnt loose it
i felt that talking to 5alid would be something bad
no good will come out of it
but what could i do now.....
"3abdalla"
"she winked
sigh
i dont know why i was relieved
i started to relax
"hehe sho feeh"
"you love him?"
"umm"
that wasnt an easy question
nothing seemed easy about answering it
i really didnt know if this was love
if whatever i was feeling was considered love
it was such an odd feeling
"i dont know salami......its not that easy"
"well.....let me tell you this....its pretty obvious"
"sho ga9dich?"
"open your eyes meera....your not putting the puzzle peices together"
"salami......this is all new to me"
"i know.....but look at me....everything was new to me as well...but i learned....i loved....and experinced everything...thats exactly whats supposed to happen 7abeeebty!...i knew ur scared.....wallaaa i know....but when is crazy about you.....dont give up that opportunity meera....you never know if you might get one like it again,,,,and im not saying this because hes my brother laaaa walla i just want you to feel all that love can give...."
i tried to adjust all what she said...
she was right
this was once in a tife time thing
and this was a complete new chapter for me
i wanted to experience love
and that exact second
i decided to give in...
because i knew deep inside...
I was already falling for him....
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Destiny(one post)
the day she left me...
That innocent look in her eyes..
The way she smiled at me like I was the only boy on earth…
Her scent was all I could breathe in…
“I love you Fahad”were whispered into my ears..
Words that were heard through the breeze that followed her warm smile
I reached out to feel her fingers touching mine
I knew it was real…she was here
But every time I pulled out my hand towards hers she seems to fade away
Her voice becomes that low echo that is hardly heard
“please don’t leave me Haya…………”
“I never left you fahad….
il always be with you wherever you go…
Whatever you do..
il always love you…
I promise”
Kathaab ana law gilt aba ansaak…
Aw jeet yoom o gilt mabeeek
9adeg be2any wely sawak
Law ansa esmy manee naseeek~
As a tear rolled down my left cheek..
I held my breath and closed my eyes wishing she would appear in front of me once again
Just that one touch….and I will feel alive again
Just that one smile…and I will forget my sadness
“will I see you again Haya?”I held her hand between mine strongly wishing to never let her go
“maybe destiny will bring is together one day…you never know…in years…probably even months”
“will you love him more than you loved me?”I tried to not to look at her face as I heard the answer
“Fahad…I already love you…today..tomorrow…in 10 years…until I die….il always love you and nothing can be compared to our love….nothing 7abebe”
“il wait for you....walla I will”
“don’t….move on Fahad……don’t wait…….do it as a favor for me...i was forced into this marriage…it wasn’t the best decision for me…but for you…I want you to be happy…I want you to find someone that will make you happy again..someone that will realize how special you are…someone that will see the best in you just like I have…”
10 Years passed….
And just like said
Destiny has worked its charms
Haya's speaks...
“allah yahdeeek ya weldy wain re7t bdoon mat5abrni!!!!!!!”
I wore my 3abaya and went to search the nearby houses and ask about my son
I ran back and forth between the streets
I yelled and yelled
No sight of my son
Hours later
I heard the doorbell ring
“akeeeed raad elbait allaah ey3eeni 3ala hatha el walad!”
I opened and saw my son looking up at me with a huge smile and next to him was a beautiful young girl with dark long braids…hazel eyes…a very attractive smile
She seems to be the same age with my son
“salam 3alaikm”a voice I thought I knew said
I looked up
Fahad
My Fahad
My heart started to race.....it felt like time went back….10 years ago….this person was my life
“it’s you “his eyes were glowing again
I could see the astonishment in his face
I could see the happiness
The Fahad I knew was right here in front of me
In flesh
“umy choofy this is my new friend! Hneee baithum 3end lafat el freej”he pointed towards the street
“5awaftny 3alaik Fahad…mara thanya 5abrni yoom betseer mkaan”
I could feel Fahad’s eyes on me as I mentioned my sons name
“ok umayaaa”and ran into the house
“just like you asked from me….3ashanch walla…wela tadreen eny I wouldn’t move on”he smiled softly as he patted his daughters head
“im glad you did…she seems like a very lovely girl”I looked up and smiled warmly
I saw the Fahad I fell in love with years ago..
“she is…I see so much of you in her”
“I see so much of u in Fahad as well”
“nice to see you again..”
“nice to see you too Fahad”
“and btw….”
“yes?”
“I named her Haya"
Maraaat leyaali el 3emr ayaam wesh’hoor
Wenta ma7aalk ma7aad eb galbi yeswaaaak
Agoolha min galb 3al bu3d majboor
Law daart el denya betlgaani ahwaak
Ye7fe’6k raabi 3al mada 3umr wdhoor
El’3aly ely menfrd fe mezaayaak
Wt3eesh 3omrik waain ma kint masroor
Wallah ey7ageg doom mas3aak******
That innocent look in her eyes..
The way she smiled at me like I was the only boy on earth…
Her scent was all I could breathe in…
“I love you Fahad”were whispered into my ears..
Words that were heard through the breeze that followed her warm smile
I reached out to feel her fingers touching mine
I knew it was real…she was here
But every time I pulled out my hand towards hers she seems to fade away
Her voice becomes that low echo that is hardly heard
“please don’t leave me Haya…………”
“I never left you fahad….
il always be with you wherever you go…
Whatever you do..
il always love you…
I promise”
Kathaab ana law gilt aba ansaak…
Aw jeet yoom o gilt mabeeek
9adeg be2any wely sawak
Law ansa esmy manee naseeek~
As a tear rolled down my left cheek..
I held my breath and closed my eyes wishing she would appear in front of me once again
Just that one touch….and I will feel alive again
Just that one smile…and I will forget my sadness
“will I see you again Haya?”I held her hand between mine strongly wishing to never let her go
“maybe destiny will bring is together one day…you never know…in years…probably even months”
“will you love him more than you loved me?”I tried to not to look at her face as I heard the answer
“Fahad…I already love you…today..tomorrow…in 10 years…until I die….il always love you and nothing can be compared to our love….nothing 7abebe”
“il wait for you....walla I will”
“don’t….move on Fahad……don’t wait…….do it as a favor for me...i was forced into this marriage…it wasn’t the best decision for me…but for you…I want you to be happy…I want you to find someone that will make you happy again..someone that will realize how special you are…someone that will see the best in you just like I have…”
10 Years passed….
And just like said
Destiny has worked its charms
Haya's speaks...
“allah yahdeeek ya weldy wain re7t bdoon mat5abrni!!!!!!!”
I wore my 3abaya and went to search the nearby houses and ask about my son
I ran back and forth between the streets
I yelled and yelled
No sight of my son
Hours later
I heard the doorbell ring
“akeeeed raad elbait allaah ey3eeni 3ala hatha el walad!”
I opened and saw my son looking up at me with a huge smile and next to him was a beautiful young girl with dark long braids…hazel eyes…a very attractive smile
She seems to be the same age with my son
“salam 3alaikm”a voice I thought I knew said
I looked up
Fahad
My Fahad
My heart started to race.....it felt like time went back….10 years ago….this person was my life
“it’s you “his eyes were glowing again
I could see the astonishment in his face
I could see the happiness
The Fahad I knew was right here in front of me
In flesh
“umy choofy this is my new friend! Hneee baithum 3end lafat el freej”he pointed towards the street
“5awaftny 3alaik Fahad…mara thanya 5abrni yoom betseer mkaan”
I could feel Fahad’s eyes on me as I mentioned my sons name
“ok umayaaa”and ran into the house
“just like you asked from me….3ashanch walla…wela tadreen eny I wouldn’t move on”he smiled softly as he patted his daughters head
“im glad you did…she seems like a very lovely girl”I looked up and smiled warmly
I saw the Fahad I fell in love with years ago..
“she is…I see so much of you in her”
“I see so much of u in Fahad as well”
“nice to see you again..”
“nice to see you too Fahad”
“and btw….”
“yes?”
“I named her Haya"
Maraaat leyaali el 3emr ayaam wesh’hoor
Wenta ma7aalk ma7aad eb galbi yeswaaaak
Agoolha min galb 3al bu3d majboor
Law daart el denya betlgaani ahwaak
Ye7fe’6k raabi 3al mada 3umr wdhoor
El’3aly ely menfrd fe mezaayaak
Wt3eesh 3omrik waain ma kint masroor
Wallah ey7ageg doom mas3aak******
WE NEED TO TALK READERS!
Hey readers!
been a while since I last talked to you...
well I've started uni !!
things have been going great so far...
I miss writing walla..im trying to finish my first story but right now its been so stressful ;/
though i've also started writing one post stories...although theyre fictional which means i can go wild with my imagination!!
the last (one post) was one of my first fictional posts...if i have time today il be posting another one of my fictional stories
anyways...hope ur still enjoying reading my posts
stick around readers
Love u!
been a while since I last talked to you...
well I've started uni !!
things have been going great so far...
I miss writing walla..im trying to finish my first story but right now its been so stressful ;/
though i've also started writing one post stories...although theyre fictional which means i can go wild with my imagination!!
the last (one post) was one of my first fictional posts...if i have time today il be posting another one of my fictional stories
anyways...hope ur still enjoying reading my posts
stick around readers
Love u!
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