8i9at '3araam*12*

sh7laaaaaaalkm readers?!!!!!
missed ur lovely comments soooo much!

yessss finally feeee post!
ok il tell you about my new plan;p!

soooo(A)!
 adreee eny i take really long to post sooo i have a way to fix that
how about posting every other day.....but

YES there is a but
looooooool that sounds funny ryt?

elmuhm thats totally off topic:p!
i was saying .....

that im gna be posting short posts from 8i9aat '3araam
but i wont be talking a long time in posting them

so...fair deal?
3ashaan matz3loon miny
a7ebkum ya a7laaaaa readers!


Enjoy!

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PREVIOUSLY

They were three easy words


I knew he was waiting to hear them

I slowly open my mouth to speak
“I…ummm ”

I watched as his eyes grew wide
“mmm I -”
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“I……I need to go in now”

























 Yes…


I couldn’t say it


I was too nervous to even try…


I knew he would understand…










Everything had its own right time


No need to rush


No need to rush?













But didn’t I want to try everything…?


Didn’t I want to have experience in everything….?








I tried telling him….but my reaction was a sign


A sign to take it slow....


To understand and give time for everything








Everything happens for a reason…right?


T3awaadt 3alaaih during those past few days…


Bas mat3awadt 2baayn masha3ry





i can feel them around me....

i can feel every touch as if it was my first...

i can feel every word as if it was my last...

i  enjoyed it during that moment....

when i wanted to feel the most....






 Im a fast learner


I learned to love him


I learned to get close to him even though my heart skips a beat


I learned to look into his eyes and feel the love


But I didn’t know how to return his love


I didn’t know how to express my feelings the right way

he deserved more

7abeeeb galbi deserved more

and i wasnt sure i could give him ely yestahlaaa......













“yalla 7abebeti….allah weyaach…..t7amelay 3alla 3emrich ok?”


His face didn’t change its expression


He wasn’t annoyed or upset because I couldn’t say the three words


Bel3ax…













weshlooon ma'3leeek.....

wenataa elthee 3alamtny 7ubk!











That reaction made me feel a million times better


Just knowing that he is willing to wait makes me feel happy…







I smiled at him....


I realized enaah kaan yeba raa7ti…mahmaa 9aar ra7ty heya el2haam


Wela shay muhem 3endah ‘3airy…..words can wait as long as I’m satisfied and happy


He was willing to wait


“achoofch el9eb7 ya 3umry…choofy jedaamich wenty temsheen 3an la6ee7en”


"hehehe"

He had his evil smirk plastered


I knew he remembered my fall


“hehe lat7aaty”

he winked at me

ya rabiii 3alla those eyes

yethbo7ooooooon

ey5abloooooooon

ey3athboooooon

“noom el3awaafy 2meerty”










3umrk semaaa3t eb 6aair o ey7eb sejaanaa...

en chaafk entaaa nesaaa wish ta3niiii jen7ana..

anaa taraani 6aairk ely ey7ebk mooot....

en 7aab gaalbi '3airk bad3ee 3alih eymoot...











 


I was already half way...


I turned and he was still standing there….





waiting...






















I waved goodbye and walked in the house with a wide smile on my face


I made my way up the stairs as quiet as I can


Got into my bed where Noura was laying on the other side















I couldn’t sleep


I kept looking at the alarm clock


It was 4:50 already








5aybaaaa time flies!


Ya rabii I need to sleep…


Mmmm sho bey9eer bacher?


Will he…..














I drifted to sleep thinking of him.....