8i9at '3araam*13*

Hey darlings!

how was the last post:p
i know i know it was extremely short!
but i think its a fair deal loool
a5aaf t3a9booon :p
i got a better idea...
longer posts but waiting for 2 to 3 days ....?
how bout that?
yes thats perfect=p!

so guess what....
SAT exam is in 4 DAYS!!!!
im already freaking out!
a5aaaf i do really bad
a5aaaf i forget everything i studied
a5aaaf i go blank in the test day!

should i ditch it?
i feel so not ready!
and my school math teacher so isnt helping
no practice no nothing
fa allah ey3eeeni

yallaaaa wayed 6awaaaalt
adree 7ashraa and such a drama queeeen;p
bas sho asaawi etha mashtekeet 3endkum 7ag meen ashtiki looooool


and to my new followers....
welcome!

and to my usual readers....
abaaa achooof elcomments wela baz3aal

springyyy.....
if your reading this
miss your comments!
uv completely disappeared!



a7bkum wayed readers;********


Enjoy!

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PREVIOUSLY

I kept looking at the alarm clock
It was 4:50 already

5aybaaaa time flies!
Ya rabii I need to sleep…
Mmmm sho bey9eer bacher?
Will he…..


I drifted to sleep thinking of him.....
 
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 “a7ibich ya 2meerty”









































































“amoot feek”


“3umrch maraa7 tet5alaain 3any?”


“never 7abebe”


“entee njoom elsema Meera”




















 I could see myself blush as he wraps his arms around my waist...


We were holding hands in a beautiful place...


A place where dreams are turned into realty...


A place meant for him and me only...














abeee asraaa7 bhamsaaatk...

o na'6raaatk tethawebnyyy....

o abee ansaa bek el3aalm....

o abgaa feek mahboola....








































“la tez3leen miny if I never answer you back when you call out for me”


I didn’t understand what he meant with that


“you always answer”



























His smile never faded...


His eyes never left mine...


His hands never unlocked ...













 

I could feel the wind....


I could hear it too.....

















































Since when does the wind talk to me?








































 

We3aait 3alla 9oot mama


“meme…mama yalla goomy”


“mmmm”


“yalla ya umy goomy yadich yetrayaana 7ag eryoog”













I thought I was still sleeping


“mmmmabaa aakil……..”











i wanted to see him...

i wanted to touch him...

i didnt want his face to go away...


















 

I dreamt of him that night...


For the first time...


I see his face in my ongoing dreams...


It seemed so true being there with him I thought I was still dreaming...
























“laa ya mama 3aaib yadach roo7ha galt mabakil 2leen meera tenzil….”


I could hear Noura in the background singing some Disney song

 a whole new world from Aladdin I guessed








“Meme 7elw hatha elfestaan”


Noura always asked for my opinion


7abeebti she always wants my attention the most


We were somehow alike







I lifted my head from the pillow and turned to look at her


“mmmm its pretty but lebsy ely yadooh got you…”


“the blue one?”


“haaih betestaans etha chafatch labstena”


I smiled softly and got up...


Entered the bathroom and washed up...










My suitcase was already packed



(Innocent confession…I hated that…even though I knew that it was my last day of vacation..But it annoyed me more seeing the suitcase all packed and ready)









 

I looked through my bag


My head was all busy I couldn’t decide on what to wear


I never have trouble finding clothes but everything was packed which made it harder to decide....










I finally chose a flowy royal blue dress that was elbow length and reached above my knees and for the bottom grey leggings ...I fixed my hair, I tried putting it into a pony tail but I remembered how he liked my hair open...So I just brushed it neatly to a side...I applied my eyeliner and peach flavor lip gloss....










Noura was standing next to me eyeing me carfully


I couldn’t concentrate if someone was watching me


“mmmm want some lipgloss?”


I flashed my pearly teeth in a wide smile


“yah!”


“hehehe why didn’t you say so!”


“hehehe I want like your color!”








She was so excited 7abeebti


I made her sit on my lap so I can put it on her lips carefully


She was over excited when I was done


“look Meme now I look like you!”


“hehee katkoota”










I took one last look at myself

put on my silver ballerinas

walked down the stairs with Noura holding my hand


















She was holding her dress like a princess as she walked down the stairs


I was looking at her and smiling


The house sounded crowded and full of kids laughing and screaming


I noticed the grownups sitting outside by the pool


Noura let go of my hand and joined the other kids


I walked out


























“Salaam 3alikum”


“wa3alaaikm esaalam”everyone replyed














I kissed yadi and mom and my aunties


“min metaa o ne7naa netraayach Meera” yadooh said while I kissed her forehead


“hehehe sam7eeni yadooh....lazem argid zyaadh a5aar yoom taraah”
















I took my seat next to my grandma


The table was full with delicious types of food


Gaimaat


M7alaa


5amfaroosh


Club sandwiches


Doughnuts


All that you desire!
























 

“magelteelha?”my grandma was watching my mom


I looked confused


“sho tgo-“


I got interrupted by a familiar voice


“9baaa7 el5aair 3amatyah”


I froze and blushed while I noticed who it was standing a few inches away

it seemed as if i havent spent the whole night with him















dont you ever feel that way?

even though you were with the person you love for hours it feels more like minutes!

and at the end you realize that no matter how long you stay with that person...

its never enough...

you would rather live and die next to this person

well i personally agree with that....


ma3aaaak el laaail lw 6aawl

ya 7elwaah o yaa 7elw 6ooooola

rjeeeetk 5ethneee min 3aglii

rjeeeetk yalla janeeeeni

o 5aleee eldenyaa thee tadree

be2anee feek math'hoola!




























 But I noticed someone standing behind him...


It was a girl....


But who was she?

and why was she with him?




shooofatk 3endy teswaa kil elhadaaayaa

l2aanik '3alaaa galbii o '3ayaat munaaya

yakfeeeny enik ya 7abeeeebi ma3aayaa

ya arwaa3 hadeyaa sageha alaaah leyaa

8i9at '3araam*12*

sh7laaaaaaalkm readers?!!!!!
missed ur lovely comments soooo much!

yessss finally feeee post!
ok il tell you about my new plan;p!

soooo(A)!
 adreee eny i take really long to post sooo i have a way to fix that
how about posting every other day.....but

YES there is a but
looooooool that sounds funny ryt?

elmuhm thats totally off topic:p!
i was saying .....

that im gna be posting short posts from 8i9aat '3araam
but i wont be talking a long time in posting them

so...fair deal?
3ashaan matz3loon miny
a7ebkum ya a7laaaaa readers!


Enjoy!

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PREVIOUSLY

They were three easy words


I knew he was waiting to hear them

I slowly open my mouth to speak
“I…ummm ”

I watched as his eyes grew wide
“mmm I -”
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“I……I need to go in now”

























 Yes…


I couldn’t say it


I was too nervous to even try…


I knew he would understand…










Everything had its own right time


No need to rush


No need to rush?













But didn’t I want to try everything…?


Didn’t I want to have experience in everything….?








I tried telling him….but my reaction was a sign


A sign to take it slow....


To understand and give time for everything








Everything happens for a reason…right?


T3awaadt 3alaaih during those past few days…


Bas mat3awadt 2baayn masha3ry





i can feel them around me....

i can feel every touch as if it was my first...

i can feel every word as if it was my last...

i  enjoyed it during that moment....

when i wanted to feel the most....






 Im a fast learner


I learned to love him


I learned to get close to him even though my heart skips a beat


I learned to look into his eyes and feel the love


But I didn’t know how to return his love


I didn’t know how to express my feelings the right way

he deserved more

7abeeeb galbi deserved more

and i wasnt sure i could give him ely yestahlaaa......













“yalla 7abebeti….allah weyaach…..t7amelay 3alla 3emrich ok?”


His face didn’t change its expression


He wasn’t annoyed or upset because I couldn’t say the three words


Bel3ax…













weshlooon ma'3leeek.....

wenataa elthee 3alamtny 7ubk!











That reaction made me feel a million times better


Just knowing that he is willing to wait makes me feel happy…







I smiled at him....


I realized enaah kaan yeba raa7ti…mahmaa 9aar ra7ty heya el2haam


Wela shay muhem 3endah ‘3airy…..words can wait as long as I’m satisfied and happy


He was willing to wait


“achoofch el9eb7 ya 3umry…choofy jedaamich wenty temsheen 3an la6ee7en”


"hehehe"

He had his evil smirk plastered


I knew he remembered my fall


“hehe lat7aaty”

he winked at me

ya rabiii 3alla those eyes

yethbo7ooooooon

ey5abloooooooon

ey3athboooooon

“noom el3awaafy 2meerty”










3umrk semaaa3t eb 6aair o ey7eb sejaanaa...

en chaafk entaaa nesaaa wish ta3niiii jen7ana..

anaa taraani 6aairk ely ey7ebk mooot....

en 7aab gaalbi '3airk bad3ee 3alih eymoot...











 


I was already half way...


I turned and he was still standing there….





waiting...






















I waved goodbye and walked in the house with a wide smile on my face


I made my way up the stairs as quiet as I can


Got into my bed where Noura was laying on the other side















I couldn’t sleep


I kept looking at the alarm clock


It was 4:50 already








5aybaaaa time flies!


Ya rabii I need to sleep…


Mmmm sho bey9eer bacher?


Will he…..














I drifted to sleep thinking of him.....