sweeeties;****
i missed u guys wayed wayed wayed!!
abaashrkm !
SAT exam went well!
wallaaaa it was such a stressful week!!!
thankgod thats over hehe=p
o noticed we have a new follower!
welcome darling and hope u enjoy the story;******
this post goes to Tutti*
7abeeebat gaalbi hal bint
i love you soo much 7abeeebtii;****
Enjoy!
_____________________________________
PREVIOUSLY
But I noticed someone standing behind him...
It was a girl....
But who was she?
and why was she with him?
_____________________________________
Leminy feee ma7jaar e3ooonk 7abeebi o 5aleeeny....
5aleeeny ashoof nafseee fe 3yooonk o a6m2eeen......!
I glanced at the girl standing behind him
5aleeet 3umry macheftaa
But I knew he was watching me carefully
He knew exactly what I was thinking
I could feel his stare on me as I fiddled with my fork
aaaah ya raaabiiiii
laish chee 3yoonah
kaish chee ey3athboon
i just notcied what I've done with my plate
hehe sta'3ferlaaa 5aleetny al3aab belne3maa!
The girl was being greeted by my grandma, mom and all my aunts
3abdalla was walking in front of her leading her to each and every person to say hello
Before I knew it
He was standing right next to my chair
With her standing next to him
Everyone was busy chatting and laughing to even notice us
I turned and found him smiling down at me
“9abaa7 el5air”
He turned to look if anyone was looking at us
She walked forward so I had to get up
“hii sweetie”
“heey”
We exchanged our kisses and looked at each other with amazement
The first thing I noticed are her eyes
I looked at 3abdalla then back to her to connect the dots
It took me a few seconds to understand
“ana -”
“shhh 5aleeha”
“hehehehe kaaay”
I ogled at both of them carefully
“oh”
It just hit me
How stupid
Look at the bright side meera…you didn’t freak out!
“shes?”
“yah”
His smile showed love and care towards me....
The way he was so calm and knew the way I thought...
The way I didn’t have to explain things for him
because he knew exactly what I wanted to say....
The way he interacted with all that was happening....
he made it all better...
even when it was during my worst times...
“salami?”
“awwwh didn’t know he talks about me”
she play punched 3abdalla on his chest
she looked like a kid playing with her little brother
i was still surprised to see her
“5aleeeteha t9adeg 3merha now”
“hehehe”
“hehe…so how are you?”
“im good el7emdella and you?”
“im great now that I finally saw you!”
I started blushing
“I’ve heard so much about you walla”
She winked as she started giggling again
Her voice sounded like a smooth rhythm
A relaxing song
She kept on talking as we walked together to the shore
I spotted 3abdalla who was watching us from a distance while walking with khalifa,my brother
She always had something to say
i loved her from the start!
her personality
the way she talked
full of energy
full of excitement
she reminded me of Mahra a lot
both filled the place with fun and laughter
We talked about my life in Abu Dhabi
Where I wanted to study for college
About her life
Her life was a hundred times interesting
Things 3abdalla never mentioned
She was 22 years old….She turned out to be married! Through love thou…Her husband was from Qatar and she lived there now…still no kids….trying…She also was from a different mother! her mother was a Qatari as well…her parents got divorced when she was just 3 months old then her mother got married to her cousin…
Now her features are a bit different than 3abdalla…she was very tiny maybe around 158…her weight might have been 50kg I guessed…her hair was shoulder length and very smooth….the same color as her eyes…chocolate brown…her bangs were long put to one side….her eyes were wide with long dark lashes…her nose was tiny with a slight curve…her lips matched the size of her face perfectly…her curves were in the right places….she had a beauty mark under her lips on the right side...and the cutest dimples on both cheeks!!!
She was wearing her 3abaa but her shailaa was on her sholder and her gorgeous hair resting on her shoulders...
time passes miraculously fast with her !
she got a phone call
her eyes were happy
she was all excited!
"mmm hallaa 7abeeebii!"
silence....
"7ayaati i miss you too"
silence....
"hehehehe Faris baaaaaas 3aaad !"
more silence....
she looks at me
her eyes were full of love
full of happiness....
3asaa 3aamk sa3ada o 7ub
o tefraa7 bel hanaa killa
she was looking at me now
ste7aat miny i think
she was blushing so hard!
she signals to me "il bee back"
she walks a few steps away
i still can hear her
"ya 3yoon salaamii
a7ebik ya roo7 roo7i...
yal '3ally....
amoot feek Faris"
my heart stopped....
this much love?
how can this be possible?
i admired every word she said to him...
i loved the way she expressed her love....
her feelings...
her face expressions...
i can feel every word as if it was from 3abdalla
as if he was telling me this
i started imagining how life would be with him
how i would be in his arms every night
i started imagining me with him
how love would express its self
how i would learn
how he will be my first experience
my first touch
my first.......
he slipped his fingers between mine
exactly were they belonged....
and whispered into my ear.....
"a7ebich Meera"
"o ana a7ebik..."
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Showing posts with label Life during its best times. Show all posts
Monday, May 3, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
8i9at '3araam*13*
Hey darlings!
how was the last post:p
i know i know it was extremely short!
but i think its a fair deal loool
a5aaf t3a9booon :p
i got a better idea...
longer posts but waiting for 2 to 3 days ....?
how bout that?
yes thats perfect=p!
so guess what....
SAT exam is in 4 DAYS!!!!
im already freaking out!
a5aaaf i do really bad
a5aaaf i forget everything i studied
a5aaaf i go blank in the test day!
should i ditch it?
i feel so not ready!
and my school math teacher so isnt helping
no practice no nothing
fa allah ey3eeeni
yallaaaa wayed 6awaaaalt
adree 7ashraa and such a drama queeeen;p
bas sho asaawi etha mashtekeet 3endkum 7ag meen ashtiki looooool
and to my new followers....
welcome!
and to my usual readers....
abaaa achooof elcomments wela baz3aal
springyyy.....
if your reading this
miss your comments!
uv completely disappeared!
a7bkum wayed readers;********
Enjoy!
____________________________________
PREVIOUSLY
I kept looking at the alarm clock
It was 4:50 already
5aybaaaa time flies!
Ya rabii I need to sleep…
Mmmm sho bey9eer bacher?
Will he…..
I drifted to sleep thinking of him.....
__________________________________
“a7ibich ya 2meerty”
“amoot feek”
“3umrch maraa7 tet5alaain 3any?”
“never 7abebe”
“entee njoom elsema Meera”
I could see myself blush as he wraps his arms around my waist...
We were holding hands in a beautiful place...
A place where dreams are turned into realty...
A place meant for him and me only...
abeee asraaa7 bhamsaaatk...
o na'6raaatk tethawebnyyy....
o abee ansaa bek el3aalm....
o abgaa feek mahboola....
“la tez3leen miny if I never answer you back when you call out for me”
I didn’t understand what he meant with that
“you always answer”
His smile never faded...
His eyes never left mine...
His hands never unlocked ...
I could feel the wind....
I could hear it too.....
Since when does the wind talk to me?
We3aait 3alla 9oot mama
“meme…mama yalla goomy”
“mmmm”
“yalla ya umy goomy yadich yetrayaana 7ag eryoog”
I thought I was still sleeping
“mmmmabaa aakil……..”
i wanted to see him...
i wanted to touch him...
i didnt want his face to go away...
I dreamt of him that night...
For the first time...
I see his face in my ongoing dreams...
It seemed so true being there with him I thought I was still dreaming...
“laa ya mama 3aaib yadach roo7ha galt mabakil 2leen meera tenzil….”
I could hear Noura in the background singing some Disney song
a whole new world from Aladdin I guessed
“Meme 7elw hatha elfestaan”
Noura always asked for my opinion
7abeebti she always wants my attention the most
We were somehow alike
I lifted my head from the pillow and turned to look at her
“mmmm its pretty but lebsy ely yadooh got you…”
“the blue one?”
“haaih betestaans etha chafatch labstena”
I smiled softly and got up...
Entered the bathroom and washed up...
My suitcase was already packed
(Innocent confession…I hated that…even though I knew that it was my last day of vacation..But it annoyed me more seeing the suitcase all packed and ready)
I looked through my bag
My head was all busy I couldn’t decide on what to wear
I never have trouble finding clothes but everything was packed which made it harder to decide....
I finally chose a flowy royal blue dress that was elbow length and reached above my knees and for the bottom grey leggings ...I fixed my hair, I tried putting it into a pony tail but I remembered how he liked my hair open...So I just brushed it neatly to a side...I applied my eyeliner and peach flavor lip gloss....
Noura was standing next to me eyeing me carfully
I couldn’t concentrate if someone was watching me
“mmmm want some lipgloss?”
I flashed my pearly teeth in a wide smile
“yah!”
“hehehe why didn’t you say so!”
“hehehe I want like your color!”
She was so excited 7abeebti
I made her sit on my lap so I can put it on her lips carefully
She was over excited when I was done
“look Meme now I look like you!”
“hehee katkoota”
I took one last look at myself
put on my silver ballerinas
walked down the stairs with Noura holding my hand
She was holding her dress like a princess as she walked down the stairs
I was looking at her and smiling
The house sounded crowded and full of kids laughing and screaming
I noticed the grownups sitting outside by the pool
Noura let go of my hand and joined the other kids
I walked out
“Salaam 3alikum”
“wa3alaaikm esaalam”everyone replyed
I kissed yadi and mom and my aunties
“min metaa o ne7naa netraayach Meera” yadooh said while I kissed her forehead
“hehehe sam7eeni yadooh....lazem argid zyaadh a5aar yoom taraah”
I took my seat next to my grandma
The table was full with delicious types of food
Gaimaat
M7alaa
5amfaroosh
Club sandwiches
Doughnuts
All that you desire!
“magelteelha?”my grandma was watching my mom
I looked confused
“sho tgo-“
I got interrupted by a familiar voice
“9baaa7 el5aair 3amatyah”
I froze and blushed while I noticed who it was standing a few inches away
it seemed as if i havent spent the whole night with him
dont you ever feel that way?
even though you were with the person you love for hours it feels more like minutes!
and at the end you realize that no matter how long you stay with that person...
its never enough...
you would rather live and die next to this person
well i personally agree with that....
ma3aaaak el laaail lw 6aawl
ya 7elwaah o yaa 7elw 6ooooola
rjeeeetk 5ethneee min 3aglii
rjeeeetk yalla janeeeeni
o 5aleee eldenyaa thee tadree
be2anee feek math'hoola!
But I noticed someone standing behind him...
It was a girl....
But who was she?
and why was she with him?
shooofatk 3endy teswaa kil elhadaaayaa
l2aanik '3alaaa galbii o '3ayaat munaaya
yakfeeeny enik ya 7abeeeebi ma3aayaa
ya arwaa3 hadeyaa sageha alaaah leyaa
how was the last post:p
i know i know it was extremely short!
but i think its a fair deal loool
a5aaf t3a9booon :p
i got a better idea...
longer posts but waiting for 2 to 3 days ....?
how bout that?
yes thats perfect=p!
so guess what....
SAT exam is in 4 DAYS!!!!
im already freaking out!
a5aaaf i do really bad
a5aaaf i forget everything i studied
a5aaaf i go blank in the test day!
should i ditch it?
i feel so not ready!
and my school math teacher so isnt helping
no practice no nothing
fa allah ey3eeeni
yallaaaa wayed 6awaaaalt
adree 7ashraa and such a drama queeeen;p
bas sho asaawi etha mashtekeet 3endkum 7ag meen ashtiki looooool
and to my new followers....
welcome!
and to my usual readers....
abaaa achooof elcomments wela baz3aal
springyyy.....
if your reading this
miss your comments!
uv completely disappeared!
a7bkum wayed readers;********
Enjoy!
____________________________________
PREVIOUSLY
I kept looking at the alarm clock
It was 4:50 already
5aybaaaa time flies!
Ya rabii I need to sleep…
Mmmm sho bey9eer bacher?
Will he…..
I drifted to sleep thinking of him.....
__________________________________
“a7ibich ya 2meerty”
“amoot feek”
“3umrch maraa7 tet5alaain 3any?”
“never 7abebe”
“entee njoom elsema Meera”
I could see myself blush as he wraps his arms around my waist...
We were holding hands in a beautiful place...
A place where dreams are turned into realty...
A place meant for him and me only...
abeee asraaa7 bhamsaaatk...
o na'6raaatk tethawebnyyy....
o abee ansaa bek el3aalm....
o abgaa feek mahboola....
“la tez3leen miny if I never answer you back when you call out for me”
I didn’t understand what he meant with that
“you always answer”
His smile never faded...
His eyes never left mine...
His hands never unlocked ...
I could feel the wind....
I could hear it too.....
Since when does the wind talk to me?
We3aait 3alla 9oot mama
“meme…mama yalla goomy”
“mmmm”
“yalla ya umy goomy yadich yetrayaana 7ag eryoog”
I thought I was still sleeping
“mmmmabaa aakil……..”
i wanted to see him...
i wanted to touch him...
i didnt want his face to go away...
I dreamt of him that night...
For the first time...
I see his face in my ongoing dreams...
It seemed so true being there with him I thought I was still dreaming...
“laa ya mama 3aaib yadach roo7ha galt mabakil 2leen meera tenzil….”
I could hear Noura in the background singing some Disney song
a whole new world from Aladdin I guessed
“Meme 7elw hatha elfestaan”
Noura always asked for my opinion
7abeebti she always wants my attention the most
We were somehow alike
I lifted my head from the pillow and turned to look at her
“mmmm its pretty but lebsy ely yadooh got you…”
“the blue one?”
“haaih betestaans etha chafatch labstena”
I smiled softly and got up...
Entered the bathroom and washed up...
My suitcase was already packed
(Innocent confession…I hated that…even though I knew that it was my last day of vacation..But it annoyed me more seeing the suitcase all packed and ready)
I looked through my bag
My head was all busy I couldn’t decide on what to wear
I never have trouble finding clothes but everything was packed which made it harder to decide....
I finally chose a flowy royal blue dress that was elbow length and reached above my knees and for the bottom grey leggings ...I fixed my hair, I tried putting it into a pony tail but I remembered how he liked my hair open...So I just brushed it neatly to a side...I applied my eyeliner and peach flavor lip gloss....
Noura was standing next to me eyeing me carfully
I couldn’t concentrate if someone was watching me
“mmmm want some lipgloss?”
I flashed my pearly teeth in a wide smile
“yah!”
“hehehe why didn’t you say so!”
“hehehe I want like your color!”
She was so excited 7abeebti
I made her sit on my lap so I can put it on her lips carefully
She was over excited when I was done
“look Meme now I look like you!”
“hehee katkoota”
I took one last look at myself
put on my silver ballerinas
walked down the stairs with Noura holding my hand
She was holding her dress like a princess as she walked down the stairs
I was looking at her and smiling
The house sounded crowded and full of kids laughing and screaming
I noticed the grownups sitting outside by the pool
Noura let go of my hand and joined the other kids
I walked out
“Salaam 3alikum”
“wa3alaaikm esaalam”everyone replyed
I kissed yadi and mom and my aunties
“min metaa o ne7naa netraayach Meera” yadooh said while I kissed her forehead
“hehehe sam7eeni yadooh....lazem argid zyaadh a5aar yoom taraah”
I took my seat next to my grandma
The table was full with delicious types of food
Gaimaat
M7alaa
5amfaroosh
Club sandwiches
Doughnuts
All that you desire!
“magelteelha?”my grandma was watching my mom
I looked confused
“sho tgo-“
I got interrupted by a familiar voice
“9baaa7 el5aair 3amatyah”
I froze and blushed while I noticed who it was standing a few inches away
it seemed as if i havent spent the whole night with him
dont you ever feel that way?
even though you were with the person you love for hours it feels more like minutes!
and at the end you realize that no matter how long you stay with that person...
its never enough...
you would rather live and die next to this person
well i personally agree with that....
ma3aaaak el laaail lw 6aawl
ya 7elwaah o yaa 7elw 6ooooola
rjeeeetk 5ethneee min 3aglii
rjeeeetk yalla janeeeeni
o 5aleee eldenyaa thee tadree
be2anee feek math'hoola!
But I noticed someone standing behind him...
It was a girl....
But who was she?
and why was she with him?
shooofatk 3endy teswaa kil elhadaaayaa
l2aanik '3alaaa galbii o '3ayaat munaaya
yakfeeeny enik ya 7abeeeebi ma3aayaa
ya arwaa3 hadeyaa sageha alaaah leyaa
Sunday, April 25, 2010
8i9at '3araam*12*
sh7laaaaaaalkm readers?!!!!!
missed ur lovely comments soooo much!
yessss finally feeee post!
ok il tell you about my new plan;p!
soooo(A)!
adreee eny i take really long to post sooo i have a way to fix that
how about posting every other day.....but
YES there is a but
looooooool that sounds funny ryt?
elmuhm thats totally off topic:p!
i was saying .....
that im gna be posting short posts from 8i9aat '3araam
but i wont be talking a long time in posting them
so...fair deal?
3ashaan matz3loon miny
a7ebkum ya a7laaaaa readers!
Enjoy!
______________________________
PREVIOUSLY
They were three easy words
I knew he was waiting to hear them
I slowly open my mouth to speak
“I…ummm ”
I watched as his eyes grew wide
“mmm I -”
_______________________________
“I……I need to go in now”
Yes…
I couldn’t say it
I was too nervous to even try…
I knew he would understand…
Everything had its own right time
No need to rush
No need to rush?
But didn’t I want to try everything…?
Didn’t I want to have experience in everything….?
I tried telling him….but my reaction was a sign
A sign to take it slow....
To understand and give time for everything
Everything happens for a reason…right?
T3awaadt 3alaaih during those past few days…
Bas mat3awadt 2baayn masha3ry
i can feel them around me....
i can feel every touch as if it was my first...
i can feel every word as if it was my last...
i enjoyed it during that moment....
when i wanted to feel the most....
Im a fast learner
I learned to love him
I learned to get close to him even though my heart skips a beat
I learned to look into his eyes and feel the love
But I didn’t know how to return his love
I didn’t know how to express my feelings the right way
he deserved more
7abeeeb galbi deserved more
and i wasnt sure i could give him ely yestahlaaa......
“yalla 7abebeti….allah weyaach…..t7amelay 3alla 3emrich ok?”
His face didn’t change its expression
He wasn’t annoyed or upset because I couldn’t say the three words
Bel3ax…
weshlooon ma'3leeek.....
wenataa elthee 3alamtny 7ubk!
That reaction made me feel a million times better
Just knowing that he is willing to wait makes me feel happy…
I smiled at him....
I realized enaah kaan yeba raa7ti…mahmaa 9aar ra7ty heya el2haam
Wela shay muhem 3endah ‘3airy…..words can wait as long as I’m satisfied and happy
He was willing to wait
“achoofch el9eb7 ya 3umry…choofy jedaamich wenty temsheen 3an la6ee7en”
"hehehe"
He had his evil smirk plastered
I knew he remembered my fall
“hehe lat7aaty”
he winked at me
ya rabiii 3alla those eyes
yethbo7ooooooon
ey5abloooooooon
ey3athboooooon
“noom el3awaafy 2meerty”
3umrk semaaa3t eb 6aair o ey7eb sejaanaa...
en chaafk entaaa nesaaa wish ta3niiii jen7ana..
anaa taraani 6aairk ely ey7ebk mooot....
en 7aab gaalbi '3airk bad3ee 3alih eymoot...
I was already half way...
I turned and he was still standing there….
waiting...
I waved goodbye and walked in the house with a wide smile on my face
I made my way up the stairs as quiet as I can
Got into my bed where Noura was laying on the other side
I couldn’t sleep
I kept looking at the alarm clock
It was 4:50 already
5aybaaaa time flies!
Ya rabii I need to sleep…
Mmmm sho bey9eer bacher?
Will he…..
I drifted to sleep thinking of him.....
missed ur lovely comments soooo much!
yessss finally feeee post!
ok il tell you about my new plan;p!
soooo(A)!
adreee eny i take really long to post sooo i have a way to fix that
how about posting every other day.....but
YES there is a but
looooooool that sounds funny ryt?
elmuhm thats totally off topic:p!
i was saying .....
that im gna be posting short posts from 8i9aat '3araam
but i wont be talking a long time in posting them
so...fair deal?
3ashaan matz3loon miny
a7ebkum ya a7laaaaa readers!
Enjoy!
______________________________
PREVIOUSLY
They were three easy words
I knew he was waiting to hear them
I slowly open my mouth to speak
“I…ummm ”
I watched as his eyes grew wide
“mmm I -”
_______________________________
“I……I need to go in now”
Yes…
I couldn’t say it
I was too nervous to even try…
I knew he would understand…
Everything had its own right time
No need to rush
No need to rush?
But didn’t I want to try everything…?
Didn’t I want to have experience in everything….?
I tried telling him….but my reaction was a sign
A sign to take it slow....
To understand and give time for everything
Everything happens for a reason…right?
T3awaadt 3alaaih during those past few days…
Bas mat3awadt 2baayn masha3ry
i can feel them around me....
i can feel every touch as if it was my first...
i can feel every word as if it was my last...
i enjoyed it during that moment....
when i wanted to feel the most....
Im a fast learner
I learned to love him
I learned to get close to him even though my heart skips a beat
I learned to look into his eyes and feel the love
But I didn’t know how to return his love
I didn’t know how to express my feelings the right way
he deserved more
7abeeeb galbi deserved more
and i wasnt sure i could give him ely yestahlaaa......
“yalla 7abebeti….allah weyaach…..t7amelay 3alla 3emrich ok?”
His face didn’t change its expression
He wasn’t annoyed or upset because I couldn’t say the three words
Bel3ax…
weshlooon ma'3leeek.....
wenataa elthee 3alamtny 7ubk!
That reaction made me feel a million times better
Just knowing that he is willing to wait makes me feel happy…
I smiled at him....
I realized enaah kaan yeba raa7ti…mahmaa 9aar ra7ty heya el2haam
Wela shay muhem 3endah ‘3airy…..words can wait as long as I’m satisfied and happy
He was willing to wait
“achoofch el9eb7 ya 3umry…choofy jedaamich wenty temsheen 3an la6ee7en”
"hehehe"
He had his evil smirk plastered
I knew he remembered my fall
“hehe lat7aaty”
he winked at me
ya rabiii 3alla those eyes
yethbo7ooooooon
ey5abloooooooon
ey3athboooooon
“noom el3awaafy 2meerty”
3umrk semaaa3t eb 6aair o ey7eb sejaanaa...
en chaafk entaaa nesaaa wish ta3niiii jen7ana..
anaa taraani 6aairk ely ey7ebk mooot....
en 7aab gaalbi '3airk bad3ee 3alih eymoot...
I was already half way...
I turned and he was still standing there….
waiting...
I waved goodbye and walked in the house with a wide smile on my face
I made my way up the stairs as quiet as I can
Got into my bed where Noura was laying on the other side
I couldn’t sleep
I kept looking at the alarm clock
It was 4:50 already
5aybaaaa time flies!
Ya rabii I need to sleep…
Mmmm sho bey9eer bacher?
Will he…..
I drifted to sleep thinking of him.....
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
8i9at '3araam*11*
Heeey ladies…..
Sho ma3eyabkm the last post?
Lol I don’t usually care how many comments I get bas after a long absence I was expecting more enthusiasm from you guys….!
Anyways…sema3too 3an a7mad bin Zayed alNhyaan?
Maskeen allaah yer7aamah….
Min eshwaay defnooh…
Btw you guysss
Ana msaafra on Friday….
So won’t be posting any time soon
2waal marjaa3 enshalla post 3alla 6oool
This post isn’t as long as the previous one but hope u enjoy it!
I’d like to clarify one important thing…
This is a REAL STORY…!
I just added my own touches to make it more interesting for the readers:)
Etha mub fahmeen shay or feel lost in the story….feel free to ask! Walla afraa7 when I get questions cause that just means ur interested in knowing more about the story and following up and I appreciate that ;)
One more thing anything in purple is me Dazzlin talking loool !
I would tell you if Meera was talking or anything so don’t worry about that part;)
Oh yah….about the tag
Sorry 7abeebtii heaven, didn’t see it before
So here you go
*The task is to write 7 things about you and tag 7 others…*
1. I love watching movies! doesn’t matter if its horror, comedy, thriller, romance, or even animation ! It’s the best way to let time pass really fast without noticing and to get your mind of things for a while ;) and for now my fav movie of the year is "My name is Khan"amazing movie
2. My blackberry smart phone<3.<3 ! For about a year now it’s been my best friend….no matter what mood I’m in the stupid broadcasts always make my day!
3. I’m the youngest child between 4:p lol ppl say u benefit a lot being in that position I say that’s bull shit-.-
4. I love Rashid elmajed<3 his songs are so passionate and real and that’s why I love’em ! fav song for now is"allah kareem"<3
5. Coke addict! I know it’s bad and madree shu but walla I can’t taste food if coke isn’t around!
6. I day dream a lot! like all the time….usually I’m always talking and talking but if I’m quiet then that means I’m day dreamin loool :p
7. Lastly … I love writing I love that it’s a way to take away all the pain….just putting it on a paper or wherever makes it better for me!i actually have a diary that my brother got for me!eygooly 2waanh keep it out of mom's sight haha shai6aan 25ooya:p
I tag 7abaaybii ;**
Springiya<3
Tutti*
Hamda:*
MareeMo
Washii
That Perfect Someone
Heaven (a)mara thanya for me
Enjoy!
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PREVIOUSLY
Mub beedy...
He makes me smile
He makes me happy
Kalaamh eyfaar7 galbi
Ey3alemny ashyaa2 makint a3arfha
Eykaberny ma3aah
Ey3ayeshni 7ubaah
Gives me hope
Gives me strength
Gives me power to keep living
For him only…..
--------------------------------------------------
We lay next to each other on the sand
Looking up at the stars together
Elnejoom ely 3aberen 3an 7ubah
Elnejoom ely kel machoofhm thekartah
Thekart 9oortah
Thekart ree7tah
Thekart 9ootah
Thekart lamsetah
Thekart na’6ratah
Thekart kel shay feeh
Every time I see the stars I remember every single detail…
That night was one of my best memories
my best days
My best memories with him
And that was the start of everything
The start of my love
The start of my new beginning
He held me close that night
2eedah beedy
Ne9a7ni
Dala3ny
We3adny
We3adny enah mara7 yet5ala 3any
No matter how far or apart we get
Ana galbah el7een
And no one will ever take him away from me
We3adny enah maraa7 eychoof ‘3ary fe ‘3yabi
And I believed
I believed kel shay minah
Wesh elethee ye56er fe baalik wasaaweeh
Law 7atta fe we96 el ba7aar abneee byoot~!
I believed everything he said
I don’t know if it was because of my age
But it seemed that everything was real
Especially when it came from the most perfect person living on earth
That person that belonged to me now…
That night couldn’t get any better
But we had to separate now
I spent the longest night with him
that wasn’t enough
it was never enough.
It felt more like minutes now when I remember this
“yalla 7abeebti….”his voice sounded warm
“maba areed atim ma3aak shwy zyaada”
my hand was on his chest and held on to his t-shirt really tight
“welaa ana abaach troo7en ya galbii” he wrapped his arms around me really tight
My hands were wrapped around his neck before I knew it
he was much taller than me
but i loved that
i loved how i looked up at him
i loved how i could fit between his arms so easily
he was perfect
7abeebi was perfect
ely sekaan galbi was perfect
i said it....he was 7abeebi
he was kel shay fe 7yaati....
He didn’t want to let go
Neither did I want that
but I couldn’t be in his arms forever
I had to be strong.
I had to learn to be stronger than ever
Kent lazem at3aalm el9aber
At3aalm fargaah
And know there’s always a reward at the end
I would be in his arms once again.
“Meera”
I could feel his breath on my hair,his arms loosened up slowly
Laa please….magdar
I cant do this
Lat5aleeni
I looked into his eyes now
He tried to hide it
but I could see the pain
I could feel it all around my body
“yalla 7abeebti roo7i”
He smiled softly
When he smiles I get stronger
I get the strength from him
I relaxed straight away
I wanted to feel better
“a5aleek?”
“3umrich mara7 t5aleeny”
“tew3edny enik betzoorny?”
“aw3edch”
I looked down
“hehe 7abeebti…bu’6abi mub a5aar eldenya ”
“I know”I was still looking down
“bayeech kelyoom”
his head was tilted sideways with a huge smile on his face and winked at me
I looked up half smiling
Ma7laaat hal 3yooon
Wallla I get speechless whenever I look into his eyes
They made me dream about the future
They made me realize how lucky I am
We7yaaat e3yooonik ely 3athebaatni
We7yaaat e3yooonik ely janeeenatni
Re’3m el 3athaaab wel jenoon
Amoot fe se7eer el 3yooon!
O magdaaar a3eeesh ana bdoonk
We7yaaaat we7yaaaat e3yoonk!
“sho gelna?”
“3an sho?”
“no za3al”
“oh 9a7”I flashed him my teeth straight away
“2ywaaaa freeeeze 7abeeebti”
“heheh sho feek”
“I always want to remember you this way”
I blushed
“hehe ma7laat elmeste7aa”
I started to play with my hair and looking the other way
“yalla ta3aly baw9ilch”
he slid his fingers between mine that exact second
“laa la 3abady mafya 7ad eychoofk”
“ma7ad beychoofny lat5afeen”
“mmm”I looked back at the house then turned to him
I smiled
We started walking towards the house
Hand in hand
He looked down at me every time I was looking up at him
He knew I was too young for this
But I was older than my age
I was what he wanted....
We reached the steps
I turned his way to look at him
He grabbed my shoulders gently and kissed me on the forehead
Looked down at me
“te9be7een 3alla 5aair ya galbi”
“wenta miin 2hlaa”
“bachoofch bacher enshalla 9a7?”
“mmm enshalla..”
I remembered what tomorrow was
“yalla roo7i,il wait here 2laain machoofch daa5l elbait”
“ok..”
He knew how I was feeling
He knew I wasn’t good in goodbyes
If I had anything to say it would be now
If I had anything to do it would be now
This night was my night
Who knows when we might be alone and together ever again
Who knows?
I waited silently at the door steps thinking
What next?
Ma3eraft when to say it
Ma3eraft when to confess how I felt towards him
I didn’t know if it was too soon
I didn’t know if it’s even close to soon
I just knew I needed him
Meera’s POV now….
It was too soon…
Everything went too fast
I felt everything too fast
I experienced everything to fast
They always say you never know how much time you have left….so spend it wisely
And I did
Maybe I was too young
Maybe I rushed it
Maybe I wanted to rush it
But he was my first
And I wanted to experience everything with him for the first time
I wanted that memory to stay with me forever
That’s the truth actually
No matter how many relationships you go through after your first
You will never forget it
Because that’s when you first feel things for the first time in your life
You feel the love
You feel loved
You feel important
You feel valuable
But now….these memories stay with you
Not to compare
But to understanding and appreciate what you had
To make you stronger
To make you a better person
To understand life from a different point of view
Believe me a day will come and you’ll say to someone going through it
"I know how you feel".
and know I appreciate what i had ...
Back to reality...
He watched me carefully as I tried to talk
I was feeling the fire
I was feeling his eyes
“mmm…t7amaal 3alla 3emrik”
That sentence
That was all that could come out of my mouth
I could say more
I wanted to....
“bas at7amaal?”
It’s like he knew there was more to my words
“mmm….haih?”
I was turning red
I can feel my cheeks literally burning
“met2kdaa?”
I looked up at him
He was smiling
But it was an evil smirk
I was too obvious
He knew me too well
I opened my mouth to say those three words
The words he was waiting to hear from me
The words that meant a lot to our relationship
They were three easy words
I knew he was waiting to hear them
I tried to relax
I felt my breath getting heavier
this was really hard for me since I never tried it before
I slowly open my mouth to speak
“I…ummm ”
I watched as his eyes grew wide
“mmm I I --”
Maagilt a7ebek lajel wagtii asaleeeh....
La welethi najaa nebeeya min el7oot....
Wel 7eb law hoo ser wagdaar a5abeeh....
Ma gilt a7ebk 7ataa weshfaahe eskoot....
Sho ma3eyabkm the last post?
Lol I don’t usually care how many comments I get bas after a long absence I was expecting more enthusiasm from you guys….!
Anyways…sema3too 3an a7mad bin Zayed alNhyaan?
Maskeen allaah yer7aamah….
Min eshwaay defnooh…
Btw you guysss
Ana msaafra on Friday….
So won’t be posting any time soon
2waal marjaa3 enshalla post 3alla 6oool
This post isn’t as long as the previous one but hope u enjoy it!
I’d like to clarify one important thing…
This is a REAL STORY…!
I just added my own touches to make it more interesting for the readers:)
Etha mub fahmeen shay or feel lost in the story….feel free to ask! Walla afraa7 when I get questions cause that just means ur interested in knowing more about the story and following up and I appreciate that ;)
One more thing anything in purple is me Dazzlin talking loool !
I would tell you if Meera was talking or anything so don’t worry about that part;)
Oh yah….about the tag
Sorry 7abeebtii heaven, didn’t see it before
So here you go
*The task is to write 7 things about you and tag 7 others…*
1. I love watching movies! doesn’t matter if its horror, comedy, thriller, romance, or even animation ! It’s the best way to let time pass really fast without noticing and to get your mind of things for a while ;) and for now my fav movie of the year is "My name is Khan"amazing movie
2. My blackberry smart phone<3.<3 ! For about a year now it’s been my best friend….no matter what mood I’m in the stupid broadcasts always make my day!
3. I’m the youngest child between 4:p lol ppl say u benefit a lot being in that position I say that’s bull shit-.-
4. I love Rashid elmajed<3 his songs are so passionate and real and that’s why I love’em ! fav song for now is"allah kareem"<3
5. Coke addict! I know it’s bad and madree shu but walla I can’t taste food if coke isn’t around!
6. I day dream a lot! like all the time….usually I’m always talking and talking but if I’m quiet then that means I’m day dreamin loool :p
7. Lastly … I love writing I love that it’s a way to take away all the pain….just putting it on a paper or wherever makes it better for me!i actually have a diary that my brother got for me!eygooly 2waanh keep it out of mom's sight haha shai6aan 25ooya:p
I tag 7abaaybii ;**
Springiya<3
Tutti*
Hamda:*
MareeMo
Washii
That Perfect Someone
Heaven (a)mara thanya for me
Enjoy!
----------------------------------------------------
PREVIOUSLY
Mub beedy...
He makes me smile
He makes me happy
Kalaamh eyfaar7 galbi
Ey3alemny ashyaa2 makint a3arfha
Eykaberny ma3aah
Ey3ayeshni 7ubaah
Gives me hope
Gives me strength
Gives me power to keep living
For him only…..
--------------------------------------------------
We lay next to each other on the sand
Looking up at the stars together
Elnejoom ely 3aberen 3an 7ubah
Elnejoom ely kel machoofhm thekartah
Thekart 9oortah
Thekart ree7tah
Thekart 9ootah
Thekart lamsetah
Thekart na’6ratah
Thekart kel shay feeh
Every time I see the stars I remember every single detail…
That night was one of my best memories
my best days
My best memories with him
And that was the start of everything
The start of my love
The start of my new beginning
He held me close that night
2eedah beedy
Ne9a7ni
Dala3ny
We3adny
We3adny enah mara7 yet5ala 3any
No matter how far or apart we get
Ana galbah el7een
And no one will ever take him away from me
We3adny enah maraa7 eychoof ‘3ary fe ‘3yabi
And I believed
I believed kel shay minah
Wesh elethee ye56er fe baalik wasaaweeh
Law 7atta fe we96 el ba7aar abneee byoot~!
I believed everything he said
I don’t know if it was because of my age
But it seemed that everything was real
Especially when it came from the most perfect person living on earth
That person that belonged to me now…
That night couldn’t get any better
But we had to separate now
I spent the longest night with him
that wasn’t enough
it was never enough.
It felt more like minutes now when I remember this
“yalla 7abeebti….”his voice sounded warm
“maba areed atim ma3aak shwy zyaada”
my hand was on his chest and held on to his t-shirt really tight
“welaa ana abaach troo7en ya galbii” he wrapped his arms around me really tight
My hands were wrapped around his neck before I knew it
he was much taller than me
but i loved that
i loved how i looked up at him
i loved how i could fit between his arms so easily
he was perfect
7abeebi was perfect
ely sekaan galbi was perfect
i said it....he was 7abeebi
he was kel shay fe 7yaati....
He didn’t want to let go
Neither did I want that
but I couldn’t be in his arms forever
I had to be strong.
I had to learn to be stronger than ever
Kent lazem at3aalm el9aber
At3aalm fargaah
And know there’s always a reward at the end
I would be in his arms once again.
“Meera”
I could feel his breath on my hair,his arms loosened up slowly
Laa please….magdar
I cant do this
Lat5aleeni
I looked into his eyes now
He tried to hide it
but I could see the pain
I could feel it all around my body
“yalla 7abeebti roo7i”
He smiled softly
When he smiles I get stronger
I get the strength from him
I relaxed straight away
I wanted to feel better
“a5aleek?”
“3umrich mara7 t5aleeny”
“tew3edny enik betzoorny?”
“aw3edch”
I looked down
“hehe 7abeebti…bu’6abi mub a5aar eldenya ”
“I know”I was still looking down
“bayeech kelyoom”
his head was tilted sideways with a huge smile on his face and winked at me
I looked up half smiling
Ma7laaat hal 3yooon
Wallla I get speechless whenever I look into his eyes
They made me dream about the future
They made me realize how lucky I am
We7yaaat e3yooonik ely 3athebaatni
We7yaaat e3yooonik ely janeeenatni
Re’3m el 3athaaab wel jenoon
Amoot fe se7eer el 3yooon!
O magdaaar a3eeesh ana bdoonk
We7yaaaat we7yaaaat e3yoonk!
“sho gelna?”
“3an sho?”
“no za3al”
“oh 9a7”I flashed him my teeth straight away
“2ywaaaa freeeeze 7abeeebti”
“heheh sho feek”
“I always want to remember you this way”
I blushed
“hehe ma7laat elmeste7aa”
I started to play with my hair and looking the other way
“yalla ta3aly baw9ilch”
he slid his fingers between mine that exact second
“laa la 3abady mafya 7ad eychoofk”
“ma7ad beychoofny lat5afeen”
“mmm”I looked back at the house then turned to him
I smiled
We started walking towards the house
Hand in hand
He looked down at me every time I was looking up at him
He knew I was too young for this
But I was older than my age
I was what he wanted....
We reached the steps
I turned his way to look at him
He grabbed my shoulders gently and kissed me on the forehead
Looked down at me
“te9be7een 3alla 5aair ya galbi”
“wenta miin 2hlaa”
“bachoofch bacher enshalla 9a7?”
“mmm enshalla..”
I remembered what tomorrow was
“yalla roo7i,il wait here 2laain machoofch daa5l elbait”
“ok..”
He knew how I was feeling
He knew I wasn’t good in goodbyes
If I had anything to say it would be now
If I had anything to do it would be now
This night was my night
Who knows when we might be alone and together ever again
Who knows?
I waited silently at the door steps thinking
What next?
Ma3eraft when to say it
Ma3eraft when to confess how I felt towards him
I didn’t know if it was too soon
I didn’t know if it’s even close to soon
I just knew I needed him
Meera’s POV now….
It was too soon…
Everything went too fast
I felt everything too fast
I experienced everything to fast
They always say you never know how much time you have left….so spend it wisely
And I did
Maybe I was too young
Maybe I rushed it
Maybe I wanted to rush it
But he was my first
And I wanted to experience everything with him for the first time
I wanted that memory to stay with me forever
That’s the truth actually
No matter how many relationships you go through after your first
You will never forget it
Because that’s when you first feel things for the first time in your life
You feel the love
You feel loved
You feel important
You feel valuable
But now….these memories stay with you
Not to compare
But to understanding and appreciate what you had
To make you stronger
To make you a better person
To understand life from a different point of view
Believe me a day will come and you’ll say to someone going through it
"I know how you feel".
and know I appreciate what i had ...
Back to reality...
He watched me carefully as I tried to talk
I was feeling the fire
I was feeling his eyes
“mmm…t7amaal 3alla 3emrik”
That sentence
That was all that could come out of my mouth
I could say more
I wanted to....
“bas at7amaal?”
It’s like he knew there was more to my words
“mmm….haih?”
I was turning red
I can feel my cheeks literally burning
“met2kdaa?”
I looked up at him
He was smiling
But it was an evil smirk
I was too obvious
He knew me too well
I opened my mouth to say those three words
The words he was waiting to hear from me
The words that meant a lot to our relationship
They were three easy words
I knew he was waiting to hear them
I tried to relax
I felt my breath getting heavier
this was really hard for me since I never tried it before
I slowly open my mouth to speak
“I…ummm ”
I watched as his eyes grew wide
“mmm I I --”
Maagilt a7ebek lajel wagtii asaleeeh....
La welethi najaa nebeeya min el7oot....
Wel 7eb law hoo ser wagdaar a5abeeh....
Ma gilt a7ebk 7ataa weshfaahe eskoot....
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