Im off to Germany for my Xmas holidays....
inshalla as soon as im back il be posting *PART 1* from 8i9at '3araam* ..
il keep ya posted :*
enjoy ur holidays !!
a7ibkum all !
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
8i9at '3araam*(introduction)
This story is about Meera, my friend. It was one of her hardest experiences in life…I thought it would be a good idea for her to share her story with you guys…since she still hasn’t moved on completely...
I added some of my own touches to the story...Not major events though
I’m sure many of us went through something similar to her story…
Anyways
This blog is an introduction to the story; I didn’t want to take you through the events until you’ve understood her feelings towards all what has happened
ENJOY !
I never understood the meaning of loss, until experiencing it.
I believed that there’s no such thing as love at first sight or even a spark. That wasn’t a reality to me.
It was much more than that; I knew that it was much more, to me at least.
I thought I had everything that I ever wished for, at 16, I mean…until losing the most important person of my life.
He was the love of my life, my everything in other words.
Years passed by…I still remember his gorgeous smile, his stunning dimples, his perfect nose, his glowing eyes, the way his lashes curl when he laughs, I remember how his hair would change colors in the sun,i miss how I enjoyed playing with his long hair everytime he was near me.. I adored the way he would suck his lips every time he tried to conclude something, I miss every letter and every poem he wrote to me…
The way he looked at me…like I was the only person in the world, how his heart palpitated for the first time he touched me ,the way he whispered “forever” every time I would say “I love you”… the first kiss...I remember how incredible I felt…I can still smell his mesmerizing scent...I loved the way he used to play with my hand at the same time staring at me..I felt like he was staring at my soul..
I still remember the first song he sang to me…i cry everytime i hear it...its like a routine now for me..and how he reminded me about how much he loved me every night, I loved how he always asked me "t7ebeny?".. just because he wanted to hear me say it..I remember how he loved putting my hand on his heart when I was close enough…I still could hear his heartbeats…
whenever I wasn’t in his presence it seemed to me that everywhere I looked he was there…watching me…all the faces around looked like him… he was everywhere…I felt safe…
I loved how he was capable of reading my thoughts whenever I was sad or excited or shy...He shared every moment with me, he treated me like his precious pearl that he didn’t want to lose…
I was 7abebtah o galbah o roo7ah o 7ayat’h ...and he was my everything…
my heart would skip a beat when I see him smile…
That was enough for me..
Just a smile…
It would take all the pain away…
I thought we had plenty of time...
fakart 7ubna ra7 yestemr lelnehaya...I thought wala shay ra7 eyfaregna ‘3air el moot…
I wasn’t ready to forget him…
And I never will…
I still get Goosebumps when I remember this...
This is how it all started…
A7bs dmoo3y 7abeeeby min `3lak~ Enta dam3a 5ayf abkeek w t6eei7
Ya 7abeeb el jar7 at3bny 3nak ~ Fee edaink galb laknh jreei7
Maymoot el galb law 9ad w jfak ~ Maymoot el galb laknh ystreei7
upcoming post:part 1 !
I added some of my own touches to the story...Not major events though
I’m sure many of us went through something similar to her story…
Anyways
This blog is an introduction to the story; I didn’t want to take you through the events until you’ve understood her feelings towards all what has happened
ENJOY !
I never understood the meaning of loss, until experiencing it.
I believed that there’s no such thing as love at first sight or even a spark. That wasn’t a reality to me.
It was much more than that; I knew that it was much more, to me at least.
I thought I had everything that I ever wished for, at 16, I mean…until losing the most important person of my life.
He was the love of my life, my everything in other words.
Years passed by…I still remember his gorgeous smile, his stunning dimples, his perfect nose, his glowing eyes, the way his lashes curl when he laughs, I remember how his hair would change colors in the sun,i miss how I enjoyed playing with his long hair everytime he was near me.. I adored the way he would suck his lips every time he tried to conclude something, I miss every letter and every poem he wrote to me…
The way he looked at me…like I was the only person in the world, how his heart palpitated for the first time he touched me ,the way he whispered “forever” every time I would say “I love you”… the first kiss...I remember how incredible I felt…I can still smell his mesmerizing scent...I loved the way he used to play with my hand at the same time staring at me..I felt like he was staring at my soul..
I still remember the first song he sang to me…i cry everytime i hear it...its like a routine now for me..and how he reminded me about how much he loved me every night, I loved how he always asked me "t7ebeny?".. just because he wanted to hear me say it..I remember how he loved putting my hand on his heart when I was close enough…I still could hear his heartbeats…
whenever I wasn’t in his presence it seemed to me that everywhere I looked he was there…watching me…all the faces around looked like him… he was everywhere…I felt safe…
I loved how he was capable of reading my thoughts whenever I was sad or excited or shy...He shared every moment with me, he treated me like his precious pearl that he didn’t want to lose…
I was 7abebtah o galbah o roo7ah o 7ayat’h ...and he was my everything…
my heart would skip a beat when I see him smile…
That was enough for me..
Just a smile…
It would take all the pain away…
I thought we had plenty of time...
fakart 7ubna ra7 yestemr lelnehaya...I thought wala shay ra7 eyfaregna ‘3air el moot…
I wasn’t ready to forget him…
And I never will…
I still get Goosebumps when I remember this...
This is how it all started…
A7bs dmoo3y 7abeeeby min `3lak~ Enta dam3a 5ayf abkeek w t6eei7
Ya 7abeeb el jar7 at3bny 3nak ~ Fee edaink galb laknh jreei7
Maymoot el galb law 9ad w jfak ~ Maymoot el galb laknh ystreei7
upcoming post:part 1 !
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
my first post !
hii all =D!
this is my very first post
im extra extra excited about whats to come !!
inshalla starting very soon il be posting my first story
this is my very first post
im extra extra excited about whats to come !!
inshalla starting very soon il be posting my first story
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