PREVIOUSLY
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"let me say this before you make up your dicision....i know your not sure about what im trying to say..but try this...talk to me for a day...and you'd understand what im trying to explain...one day...etha 7asaity eni im still weird and all..you can just stop talking to me...i would understand walla...try something new...wont harm.."
"i dont know...."i still didnt understand what was asked from me
the words were not clear...ma3rf sho elsalfah wallahh..but something was pushing me forward
this wasnt right
girls were not supposed to have guy friends...it never really worked that way
it always had an obvious ending
always...
"ok khalid....il be your friend"i said with a slight smile
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we sat and talked for what seemed like hours
nothing seemed to make us stop
we talked about everything and anything
he asked me about my worst day
how many friends i had
if i ever learned a new language
my favourite color
a movie that made me cry once
it didnt even feel weird to share personal infprmation with a complete stranger!!!
i was slightly nervous about all this thou i actually enjoyed talking to him
"i think we should keep this friendship between us for now"he said with a determind look
"mmmmm yeah....i think we should" i smiled
"anyways i gota go now....how about we meet up 2morrow same time,here?"
"here???" i looked confused for a sec
"yeah a7san hne..nobody usually meets up here so i think its better for you"
i accepted his invite and we said our goodbyes
it felt nice talking to a stranger
this person knew nothing about me
but tried so hard to understand me
to study me well
study my expression
read my thoughts
even tho we had nothing in common
he was 5 years older
but i couldnt understand why he wanted to know more
that connection he somehow felt
i was starting to understand
Salami came back to the coffee shop
i told her i was tired and wanted to go back home
she agreed and we headed to the lockers to change and head out
i wasnt able to sleep
i was soo into my thought
soo much has changed since we arrived
so much
my family was already back in Abu Dhabi
I woke up early that day
I had a really good feeling about that day
i just knew it
i got dressed
put on some jeans and a comfy top
fixed my hair
applyed some eyeliner and peachy blush
and headed down for breakfast
"MEEEEEEROOOOOOOOO"
"5aaaaaaaair salaaaaami"
"ta3aaaaly ta3aaaaly"
"hehehehe shooooo!!"
"your not telling me something"
"what do you mean?"
i panicked that second
shit
no one was suppoed to know about us talking
should i just make something up?????
what would 3abdalla think now????
what we had
was something so special
i couldnt loose it
i felt that talking to 5alid would be something bad
no good will come out of it
but what could i do now.....
"3abdalla"
"she winked
sigh
i dont know why i was relieved
i started to relax
"hehe sho feeh"
"you love him?"
"umm"
that wasnt an easy question
nothing seemed easy about answering it
i really didnt know if this was love
if whatever i was feeling was considered love
it was such an odd feeling
"i dont know salami......its not that easy"
"well.....let me tell you this....its pretty obvious"
"sho ga9dich?"
"open your eyes meera....your not putting the puzzle peices together"
"salami......this is all new to me"
"i know.....but look at me....everything was new to me as well...but i learned....i loved....and experinced everything...thats exactly whats supposed to happen 7abeeebty!...i knew ur scared.....wallaaa i know....but when is crazy about you.....dont give up that opportunity meera....you never know if you might get one like it again,,,,and im not saying this because hes my brother laaaa walla i just want you to feel all that love can give...."
i tried to adjust all what she said...
she was right
this was once in a tife time thing
and this was a complete new chapter for me
i wanted to experience love
and that exact second
i decided to give in...
because i knew deep inside...
I was already falling for him....
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Destiny(one post)
the day she left me...
That innocent look in her eyes..
The way she smiled at me like I was the only boy on earth…
Her scent was all I could breathe in…
“I love you Fahad”were whispered into my ears..
Words that were heard through the breeze that followed her warm smile
I reached out to feel her fingers touching mine
I knew it was real…she was here
But every time I pulled out my hand towards hers she seems to fade away
Her voice becomes that low echo that is hardly heard
“please don’t leave me Haya…………”
“I never left you fahad….
il always be with you wherever you go…
Whatever you do..
il always love you…
I promise”
Kathaab ana law gilt aba ansaak…
Aw jeet yoom o gilt mabeeek
9adeg be2any wely sawak
Law ansa esmy manee naseeek~
As a tear rolled down my left cheek..
I held my breath and closed my eyes wishing she would appear in front of me once again
Just that one touch….and I will feel alive again
Just that one smile…and I will forget my sadness
“will I see you again Haya?”I held her hand between mine strongly wishing to never let her go
“maybe destiny will bring is together one day…you never know…in years…probably even months”
“will you love him more than you loved me?”I tried to not to look at her face as I heard the answer
“Fahad…I already love you…today..tomorrow…in 10 years…until I die….il always love you and nothing can be compared to our love….nothing 7abebe”
“il wait for you....walla I will”
“don’t….move on Fahad……don’t wait…….do it as a favor for me...i was forced into this marriage…it wasn’t the best decision for me…but for you…I want you to be happy…I want you to find someone that will make you happy again..someone that will realize how special you are…someone that will see the best in you just like I have…”
10 Years passed….
And just like said
Destiny has worked its charms
Haya's speaks...
“allah yahdeeek ya weldy wain re7t bdoon mat5abrni!!!!!!!”
I wore my 3abaya and went to search the nearby houses and ask about my son
I ran back and forth between the streets
I yelled and yelled
No sight of my son
Hours later
I heard the doorbell ring
“akeeeed raad elbait allaah ey3eeni 3ala hatha el walad!”
I opened and saw my son looking up at me with a huge smile and next to him was a beautiful young girl with dark long braids…hazel eyes…a very attractive smile
She seems to be the same age with my son
“salam 3alaikm”a voice I thought I knew said
I looked up
Fahad
My Fahad
My heart started to race.....it felt like time went back….10 years ago….this person was my life
“it’s you “his eyes were glowing again
I could see the astonishment in his face
I could see the happiness
The Fahad I knew was right here in front of me
In flesh
“umy choofy this is my new friend! Hneee baithum 3end lafat el freej”he pointed towards the street
“5awaftny 3alaik Fahad…mara thanya 5abrni yoom betseer mkaan”
I could feel Fahad’s eyes on me as I mentioned my sons name
“ok umayaaa”and ran into the house
“just like you asked from me….3ashanch walla…wela tadreen eny I wouldn’t move on”he smiled softly as he patted his daughters head
“im glad you did…she seems like a very lovely girl”I looked up and smiled warmly
I saw the Fahad I fell in love with years ago..
“she is…I see so much of you in her”
“I see so much of u in Fahad as well”
“nice to see you again..”
“nice to see you too Fahad”
“and btw….”
“yes?”
“I named her Haya"
Maraaat leyaali el 3emr ayaam wesh’hoor
Wenta ma7aalk ma7aad eb galbi yeswaaaak
Agoolha min galb 3al bu3d majboor
Law daart el denya betlgaani ahwaak
Ye7fe’6k raabi 3al mada 3umr wdhoor
El’3aly ely menfrd fe mezaayaak
Wt3eesh 3omrik waain ma kint masroor
Wallah ey7ageg doom mas3aak******
That innocent look in her eyes..
The way she smiled at me like I was the only boy on earth…
Her scent was all I could breathe in…
“I love you Fahad”were whispered into my ears..
Words that were heard through the breeze that followed her warm smile
I reached out to feel her fingers touching mine
I knew it was real…she was here
But every time I pulled out my hand towards hers she seems to fade away
Her voice becomes that low echo that is hardly heard
“please don’t leave me Haya…………”
“I never left you fahad….
il always be with you wherever you go…
Whatever you do..
il always love you…
I promise”
Kathaab ana law gilt aba ansaak…
Aw jeet yoom o gilt mabeeek
9adeg be2any wely sawak
Law ansa esmy manee naseeek~
As a tear rolled down my left cheek..
I held my breath and closed my eyes wishing she would appear in front of me once again
Just that one touch….and I will feel alive again
Just that one smile…and I will forget my sadness
“will I see you again Haya?”I held her hand between mine strongly wishing to never let her go
“maybe destiny will bring is together one day…you never know…in years…probably even months”
“will you love him more than you loved me?”I tried to not to look at her face as I heard the answer
“Fahad…I already love you…today..tomorrow…in 10 years…until I die….il always love you and nothing can be compared to our love….nothing 7abebe”
“il wait for you....walla I will”
“don’t….move on Fahad……don’t wait…….do it as a favor for me...i was forced into this marriage…it wasn’t the best decision for me…but for you…I want you to be happy…I want you to find someone that will make you happy again..someone that will realize how special you are…someone that will see the best in you just like I have…”
10 Years passed….
And just like said
Destiny has worked its charms
Haya's speaks...
“allah yahdeeek ya weldy wain re7t bdoon mat5abrni!!!!!!!”
I wore my 3abaya and went to search the nearby houses and ask about my son
I ran back and forth between the streets
I yelled and yelled
No sight of my son
Hours later
I heard the doorbell ring
“akeeeed raad elbait allaah ey3eeni 3ala hatha el walad!”
I opened and saw my son looking up at me with a huge smile and next to him was a beautiful young girl with dark long braids…hazel eyes…a very attractive smile
She seems to be the same age with my son
“salam 3alaikm”a voice I thought I knew said
I looked up
Fahad
My Fahad
My heart started to race.....it felt like time went back….10 years ago….this person was my life
“it’s you “his eyes were glowing again
I could see the astonishment in his face
I could see the happiness
The Fahad I knew was right here in front of me
In flesh
“umy choofy this is my new friend! Hneee baithum 3end lafat el freej”he pointed towards the street
“5awaftny 3alaik Fahad…mara thanya 5abrni yoom betseer mkaan”
I could feel Fahad’s eyes on me as I mentioned my sons name
“ok umayaaa”and ran into the house
“just like you asked from me….3ashanch walla…wela tadreen eny I wouldn’t move on”he smiled softly as he patted his daughters head
“im glad you did…she seems like a very lovely girl”I looked up and smiled warmly
I saw the Fahad I fell in love with years ago..
“she is…I see so much of you in her”
“I see so much of u in Fahad as well”
“nice to see you again..”
“nice to see you too Fahad”
“and btw….”
“yes?”
“I named her Haya"
Maraaat leyaali el 3emr ayaam wesh’hoor
Wenta ma7aalk ma7aad eb galbi yeswaaaak
Agoolha min galb 3al bu3d majboor
Law daart el denya betlgaani ahwaak
Ye7fe’6k raabi 3al mada 3umr wdhoor
El’3aly ely menfrd fe mezaayaak
Wt3eesh 3omrik waain ma kint masroor
Wallah ey7ageg doom mas3aak******
WE NEED TO TALK READERS!
Hey readers!
been a while since I last talked to you...
well I've started uni !!
things have been going great so far...
I miss writing walla..im trying to finish my first story but right now its been so stressful ;/
though i've also started writing one post stories...although theyre fictional which means i can go wild with my imagination!!
the last (one post) was one of my first fictional posts...if i have time today il be posting another one of my fictional stories
anyways...hope ur still enjoying reading my posts
stick around readers
Love u!
been a while since I last talked to you...
well I've started uni !!
things have been going great so far...
I miss writing walla..im trying to finish my first story but right now its been so stressful ;/
though i've also started writing one post stories...although theyre fictional which means i can go wild with my imagination!!
the last (one post) was one of my first fictional posts...if i have time today il be posting another one of my fictional stories
anyways...hope ur still enjoying reading my posts
stick around readers
Love u!
Sunday, November 27, 2011
The text(one post)
when the whole world flips that min...
when you need someone so much...
when you need a shoulder to cry one..
when you say"im fine"and really want to hear someone saying "i know your not"
when suddenly problems started to apear at a time you actually thought things were finally going back to normal..
when suddenly something deep inside you shuts down...
when you start getting flashbacks of how things were in the past...
how he spoke to you..
how he showed how much he loved you..
how much he needed you...
how your smile lightned up his world...
when suddenly one convo can change everything...
mahee hal lailah o bas...
wenta met'3ayr 3alay...
9arelk kam lailah wenta...
enta balik mahoo lee.....
Can you please not get pissed off and talk to me well for once?i cant talk to about anything can i?
did you see the way you said it?3aib 3alaich...fe thematyah enah 3aib...
7ayati please dont leave me in such situations
etha yateeni..o rimastee 3adel min 3yooni
i did talk 3adel im just so annoyed !
nvm il handle this on my own
thanks anyways.. :)
no thank you walla
sorry ana '3al6ana i shouldnt have gotyou involved
La ana asif you still have to ask me stuff like that...i wasnt trustworthy in the past...il ttyl
baby i've forgotten the past<3
where r u..fel bait?
yeah
thanks for telling me you left min bait 3amich and serty elbait
baby comon this whole convo wasnt going great...i just forgot
please dont search for a reason to fight about
i only wished someone was there for me and understands me and tell me everything will be fine
alright..im here searching for reasons to fight yeh?walla mabagoolich shay 3iyal..do whatever you want..5ala9 youl be happy
laish che tsawi feya??
why cant you just help me thru this?!!!!! laish che t5aleeeni
ente.
walla you dont see what you write to me....wallla....you just type..and then you think i say anything bas che
im stressed out !!!!!
you want me to smile and laugh??!!!
omg,
you know what?
il shutup now
bye walla seriously
just dont talk to me
see
look how you talk to me
not like you even want me to be here
how can i not want you to be here???
bye
thanks for fucking up my mood
look how the hell you talk to me
stop it
fucking stop
it hurts
dont you feel???
mat7seen what you do to me and shit sometimes
walla you have no clue
leave me hurt
and il shutup
so i dont hurt you
bye.
you never really regret words until theyre actually said.... :)
enta min mudah o 7alik lel2asaf 9ayer '3areeb..
9aar 3ady 3endik abga..
o 3ady 3an 3ainik a'3eeb..
when you need someone so much...
when you need a shoulder to cry one..
when you say"im fine"and really want to hear someone saying "i know your not"
when suddenly problems started to apear at a time you actually thought things were finally going back to normal..
when suddenly something deep inside you shuts down...
when you start getting flashbacks of how things were in the past...
how he spoke to you..
how he showed how much he loved you..
how much he needed you...
how your smile lightned up his world...
when suddenly one convo can change everything...
mahee hal lailah o bas...
wenta met'3ayr 3alay...
9arelk kam lailah wenta...
enta balik mahoo lee.....
Can you please not get pissed off and talk to me well for once?i cant talk to about anything can i?
did you see the way you said it?3aib 3alaich...fe thematyah enah 3aib...
7ayati please dont leave me in such situations
etha yateeni..o rimastee 3adel min 3yooni
i did talk 3adel im just so annoyed !
nvm il handle this on my own
thanks anyways.. :)
no thank you walla
sorry ana '3al6ana i shouldnt have gotyou involved
La ana asif you still have to ask me stuff like that...i wasnt trustworthy in the past...il ttyl
baby i've forgotten the past<3
where r u..fel bait?
yeah
thanks for telling me you left min bait 3amich and serty elbait
baby comon this whole convo wasnt going great...i just forgot
please dont search for a reason to fight about
i only wished someone was there for me and understands me and tell me everything will be fine
alright..im here searching for reasons to fight yeh?walla mabagoolich shay 3iyal..do whatever you want..5ala9 youl be happy
laish che tsawi feya??
why cant you just help me thru this?!!!!! laish che t5aleeeni
ente.
walla you dont see what you write to me....wallla....you just type..and then you think i say anything bas che
im stressed out !!!!!
you want me to smile and laugh??!!!
omg,
you know what?
il shutup now
bye walla seriously
just dont talk to me
see
look how you talk to me
not like you even want me to be here
how can i not want you to be here???
bye
thanks for fucking up my mood
look how the hell you talk to me
stop it
fucking stop
it hurts
dont you feel???
mat7seen what you do to me and shit sometimes
walla you have no clue
leave me hurt
and il shutup
so i dont hurt you
bye.
you never really regret words until theyre actually said.... :)
enta min mudah o 7alik lel2asaf 9ayer '3areeb..
9aar 3ady 3endik abga..
o 3ady 3an 3ainik a'3eeb..
8i9at '3araam*23
PREVIOUSLY
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As I got into the car..I couldnt stop thinking about Khalid...
I didnt know if i was supposed to be worried about something like this..
I mean,nothing really happened...but e7saasy kan eygooly shay thany..
like I should be careful about him...
the drive only took a few minutes,,akeed ma7asaait bel wagt...time usually flies when Salami is around..
we got out of the car....6ab3an everyone stood their watching the car and taking pictures like they usually do...
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we walked around the mall
entered some stores
shopped a little
had coffee
we realized we still had time left till we leave
salami suggested to enter ski dubai
6ab3an i was up for it just for the fun of it !
minutes later....
"haa u ready?" salami said
"haha i was born ready!!"i said
"hahahaa wayed embayn min wayhch"she raised an eyebrows smiling
"umm yeah this is kinda too high for me"i said
"hahaha la 3adi its not that scary walla" she tried to look casual so i wouldnt stress out
"ok how about i sit up there in the cafe and watch you ski the first few times?"i said
"meerana yalla 3aad stop being a chicken !! walla its not so high! 7ata law 6e7ty ul crack up wallaa its gna be hilarious!!!"
"wow thanks! now im seriously gna wait foog maba anzil saweteeeli film re3eb im not used to high slopes!!"i said
"ohoooo inzain wain for me at the cafe il ski for a bit then come join you for coffee AND THEN will ski together !! sounds good?"
"yeah perfect so i can watch you show off some moves hahaha yalla go ahead enjoy and t7amly i want u to come back in one peice please!!"i said
"hahaha ya 7maraa thanks alot!see ya in a bit!"she said
i watched her for a second then headed towards the stairs to go up to the coffee shop
i ordered some hot chocolate yummmmm i really needed something warm in this freezing place!!
as i sat there and watched aother people ski
i saw a familiar face sitting on the table right across
i didnt want to seem obvious so i smiled and turned away
i might have signaled some wrong signal
two seconds later i turned my face and found someone sitting right infront of me
on the same table ba3ad
"sorry i know your first impression of me wasnt great"he smiled warmly
"umm.ye-no its ok"i said
i tried to end our convo bas it wasnt really working
well were not really having a convo
i was just getting a creepy feeling all of a sudden
"heh i dont bite u know"
"magilt shay enzain"i smiled and continued sipping my hot coco
"i'd like to be your friend"
"why...."this convo was getting weirder by the second
"because i feel we clicked"
"clicked how?this is our first face to face actual conv so...."i said with a confused look
"haha...i know i might sound so weird right now...but you'll understand one day"
"okay....im still not following...this is actually making me feel uncomfortable.."i said as i tried not to look
"like i said...let me be your friend...im not asking for much...its either a yes...or a no..."
i fiddled with my mug trying to think of something else...
"listen...i know how your feeling..."
i looked up trying to understand every word
"let me say this before you make up your dicision....i know your not sure about what im trying to say..but try this...talk to me for a day...and you'd understand what im trying to explain...one day...etha 7asaity eni im still weird and all..you can just stop talking to me...i would understand walla...try something new...wont harm.."
"i dont know...."i still didnt understand what was asked from me
the words were not clear...ma3rf sho elsalfah wallahh..but something was pushing me forward
this wasnt right
girls were not supposed to have guy friends...it never really worked that way
it always had an obvious ending
always...
"ok khalid....il be your friend"i said with a slight smile
________________________
As I got into the car..I couldnt stop thinking about Khalid...
I didnt know if i was supposed to be worried about something like this..
I mean,nothing really happened...but e7saasy kan eygooly shay thany..
like I should be careful about him...
the drive only took a few minutes,,akeed ma7asaait bel wagt...time usually flies when Salami is around..
we got out of the car....6ab3an everyone stood their watching the car and taking pictures like they usually do...
_________________________
we walked around the mall
entered some stores
shopped a little
had coffee
we realized we still had time left till we leave
salami suggested to enter ski dubai
6ab3an i was up for it just for the fun of it !
minutes later....
"haa u ready?" salami said
"haha i was born ready!!"i said
"hahahaa wayed embayn min wayhch"she raised an eyebrows smiling
"umm yeah this is kinda too high for me"i said
"hahaha la 3adi its not that scary walla" she tried to look casual so i wouldnt stress out
"ok how about i sit up there in the cafe and watch you ski the first few times?"i said
"meerana yalla 3aad stop being a chicken !! walla its not so high! 7ata law 6e7ty ul crack up wallaa its gna be hilarious!!!"
"wow thanks! now im seriously gna wait foog maba anzil saweteeeli film re3eb im not used to high slopes!!"i said
"ohoooo inzain wain for me at the cafe il ski for a bit then come join you for coffee AND THEN will ski together !! sounds good?"
"yeah perfect so i can watch you show off some moves hahaha yalla go ahead enjoy and t7amly i want u to come back in one peice please!!"i said
"hahaha ya 7maraa thanks alot!see ya in a bit!"she said
i watched her for a second then headed towards the stairs to go up to the coffee shop
i ordered some hot chocolate yummmmm i really needed something warm in this freezing place!!
as i sat there and watched aother people ski
i saw a familiar face sitting on the table right across
i didnt want to seem obvious so i smiled and turned away
i might have signaled some wrong signal
two seconds later i turned my face and found someone sitting right infront of me
on the same table ba3ad
"sorry i know your first impression of me wasnt great"he smiled warmly
"umm.ye-no its ok"i said
i tried to end our convo bas it wasnt really working
well were not really having a convo
i was just getting a creepy feeling all of a sudden
"heh i dont bite u know"
"magilt shay enzain"i smiled and continued sipping my hot coco
"i'd like to be your friend"
"why...."this convo was getting weirder by the second
"because i feel we clicked"
"clicked how?this is our first face to face actual conv so...."i said with a confused look
"haha...i know i might sound so weird right now...but you'll understand one day"
"okay....im still not following...this is actually making me feel uncomfortable.."i said as i tried not to look
"like i said...let me be your friend...im not asking for much...its either a yes...or a no..."
i fiddled with my mug trying to think of something else...
"listen...i know how your feeling..."
i looked up trying to understand every word
"let me say this before you make up your dicision....i know your not sure about what im trying to say..but try this...talk to me for a day...and you'd understand what im trying to explain...one day...etha 7asaity eni im still weird and all..you can just stop talking to me...i would understand walla...try something new...wont harm.."
"i dont know...."i still didnt understand what was asked from me
the words were not clear...ma3rf sho elsalfah wallahh..but something was pushing me forward
this wasnt right
girls were not supposed to have guy friends...it never really worked that way
it always had an obvious ending
always...
"ok khalid....il be your friend"i said with a slight smile
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
8i9at '3araam*22
PREVIOUSLY...
________________________________
“hehe…sooo you still want to go to MOE?”she asked
“mmm why you want to change?”I asked suspiciously
“hehe well cause I know Khalid will be there”said salami
“what?laish?”i said surprised
“didn’t you notice the way he was looking at you?”she asked smiling
What did he want from me.......?
_______________________________
As I got into the car..I couldnt stop thinking about Khalid...
I didnt know if i was supposed to be worried about something like this..
I mean,nothing really happened...but e7saasy kan eygooly shay thany..
like I should be careful about him...
the drive only took a few minutes,,akeed ma7asaait bel wagt...time usually flies when Salami is around..
we got out of the car....6ab3an everyone stood their watching the car and taking pictures like they usually do...
Flashback...
calling
"en alhatf alathy 6alabt'ho mu8la8......."
calling
calling
calling
I could feel my heart racing
calling again
"en alhatf........."
this was not happening....
he will answer
he will...
calling
i could feel the pain deep inside...
it tore me into pieces...i felt shattered...
like there was no end to this pain...
tears just kept rolling down my face...
i didnt want to beleive it...
he promised...
he promised..
he promised me...
calling again...
I started hearing his voice in my heard..
I knew it.....
i smiled....
your still here...
you would never break your promise..
my breathing got harder by the second..
it felt like something was getting pulled from my heart..
seemed like my heart was ready to let go..
dont you dare leave...
dont you dare...
no matter what...you promised you'd be with me forever
forver,,,
my hands were shaking...my legs started to trembl...
the world was not the same...
something deep inside hurt...
it felt like a stab,,,into my soul
into my heart..
into every memory i cherished...
at3athab kel thanya...
roo7i tet3athb..
ma7es eb shay..
ma7es eb roo7i...
ma7es eb galbi ely kaan saken feeh...
el'3aly wain??waaink 3an galbi??
________________________________
“hehe…sooo you still want to go to MOE?”she asked
“mmm why you want to change?”I asked suspiciously
“hehe well cause I know Khalid will be there”said salami
“what?laish?”i said surprised
“didn’t you notice the way he was looking at you?”she asked smiling
What did he want from me.......?
_______________________________
As I got into the car..I couldnt stop thinking about Khalid...
I didnt know if i was supposed to be worried about something like this..
I mean,nothing really happened...but e7saasy kan eygooly shay thany..
like I should be careful about him...
the drive only took a few minutes,,akeed ma7asaait bel wagt...time usually flies when Salami is around..
we got out of the car....6ab3an everyone stood their watching the car and taking pictures like they usually do...
Flashback...
calling
"en alhatf alathy 6alabt'ho mu8la8......."
calling
calling
calling
I could feel my heart racing
calling again
"en alhatf........."
this was not happening....
he will answer
he will...
calling
i could feel the pain deep inside...
it tore me into pieces...i felt shattered...
like there was no end to this pain...
tears just kept rolling down my face...
i didnt want to beleive it...
he promised...
he promised..
he promised me...
calling again...
I started hearing his voice in my heard..
I knew it.....
i smiled....
your still here...
you would never break your promise..
my breathing got harder by the second..
it felt like something was getting pulled from my heart..
seemed like my heart was ready to let go..
dont you dare leave...
dont you dare...
no matter what...you promised you'd be with me forever
forver,,,
my hands were shaking...my legs started to trembl...
the world was not the same...
something deep inside hurt...
it felt like a stab,,,into my soul
into my heart..
into every memory i cherished...
at3athab kel thanya...
roo7i tet3athb..
ma7es eb shay..
ma7es eb roo7i...
ma7es eb galbi ely kaan saken feeh...
el'3aly wain??waaink 3an galbi??
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
8i9at '3araam *21*
heeey
been a while...
sorry its not edited i just thought you wouldnt mind elmuhm i post=D!
Enjoy!
_____________________________
PREVIOUSLY
He backed away fast when he heard salami’s panicked voice
I was too busy to notice anything
I didn’t realize what was happening until 3abdalla pulled me aside to be closer to Salamii and closed the fridge
thats when I saw him walking in with a smile and seemed familiar some how..
______________________________
“salaam 3alaaikm”the familiar face said while stealing glimpses back and forth at Me and 3abdalla
“wa3alikm elsalam”3abdalla said calmly
“haa balaak matrid 3alla my messages?”The familiar face said
“esmaa7ly ya weld el3aam kint mash’3ool shwy”said 3abdulla
“heh I can see that” he chuckles while looking at me
“hallaaa hallaa,,”Salami interrupted “sha5baark Khalid?”
“halla feech …walla el7emdella I’m actually great” he looks at me with a look of desire
That look frightened me….i could feel something coming..you know when you suddenly get nervous like you’ve got a test tomorrow that you forgot about and didn’t study for it? this was a million times worse
His eyes were so mysterious….So dark….his lashes were very thick ….that’s what made his eyes look more mysterious to me bas 3yoonah 7adaah che it catches your attention….his lips were perfect….5ashmah gyasaa 7elw not so big or too small…..his skin was soooooooo tanned! A nice golden darkish tan…his hair was a good length it was kinda short…he had it in a messy hair doo..kan loon sha3rah russet brown…it actually seemed a bit light for a Emirati…and he had a defined jawline….his shoulders were broad…and it showed that he exercised frequently his abs were perfectly sculptured….everything about him screamed FOREIGN !
I was gazing at him….watching every movment…I got a feeling that I knew him from somewhere…something about him was pulling me towards hi…I just wanted to know more….i don’t know why
“uhmm…entee e5t 5aloof right?”Khalid smiled
I was searching for words
But when you see someone that attractive I think its normal to be speechless
He was gorgeous I have to say
Sexy-fun-bad-boy was written all over him
I could feel 3abdalla’s eyes on me
“yes she is”3abdalla said coldly
“heh I see”said kahlid
“uhmm meera you think you can go out with me tonight?”Salami said
I switched my gaze back and forth at her and 3abdalla
“uhmm I think im going back to AD?”I smiled innocently
“hehehe no actually your not!”Salami said excitedly
“im not?”
“nopeeeee! Mama Meera has a surprise for you”she winked
“oh really?”I looked at Salami with a wicked smile
“hehehehe don’t even try I’m not saying!”
The two boys were staring at us
I could see Khalid stealing glimpses of me but when 3abdalla looks back at him he moves his gaze
I sensed that something was up between these two boys which scared me a bit but I decided to let go of my weird feelings
“how about you go….Now?”3abdalla said looking at Salami “3ashn you come home early”he looked at me and smiled
“wain sayreen?”Khalid asked curiously
“MOE!” Salami blurted out then realized she shouldn’t have told him and looked at 3abdalla with an innocent smile
“mmmhmm zain zain enjoy your time girls”Khalid said looking at 3abdalla
“take care”3abdalla said looking at both of us and motions for us to leave
---------------------------
*6ooo6 6ooo6*
“yes maaam”
“Akbar….yalla bring the car”
I look at salami curiously
“ummm what just happened??”I said
“huh?what?5abaart your mum enich 6al3a ma3yah don’t worry!”she smiles innocently
“noo no I mean that guy….um Khalid?”I said
“oh that….hathaa wild 3amy Marwan”she said casually
“ohh okay….and he lives around?”I asked trying to sound normal bas I was dying to know more about this Khalid
“yeaah ….kinda close…..bas hes never around…che killa eysaafr….his mum is Spanish you know…”
“walla?that explains the color of his hair ”I said surprised
“yeah I guess…..why are you asking?”she said cautiously
“mmm la im just asking ”I smiled widly covering my obvious thoughts
“hehe enzaaain enough gossip go get ready im wait in the car”Salami says
“alright…give me 5 min!”I run up the stairs
My stuff was all unpacked
Everything was organized in the drawers and cabinet
I guessed it was my grannies actions fdaait’ha
I still have to know what going on! It seems like im staying her for a while! i wonder why…..
I changed my cloths into black leggings and a large stylish white couture top and my silver ballerinas
I put on my Chanel earrings and added some blush, mascara and pink lip-gloss
Got my bright orange miu miu purse and stashed all my stuff inside
Wore a simple black sequenced open 3abaya and ran out without getting a glimpse of how I looked
I walked out of the house and smiled when I saw the car
I walked towards the black Rolls Royce smiling
“nicee ride”I giggled
“hehe…sooo you still want to go to MOE?”she asked
“mmm why you want to change?”I asked suspiciously
“hehe well cause I know Khalid will be there”said salami
“what?laish?”i said surprised
“didn’t you notice the way he was looking at you?”she asked smiling
What did he want from me.......?
been a while...
sorry its not edited i just thought you wouldnt mind elmuhm i post=D!
Enjoy!
_____________________________
PREVIOUSLY
He backed away fast when he heard salami’s panicked voice
I was too busy to notice anything
I didn’t realize what was happening until 3abdalla pulled me aside to be closer to Salamii and closed the fridge
thats when I saw him walking in with a smile and seemed familiar some how..
______________________________
“salaam 3alaaikm”the familiar face said while stealing glimpses back and forth at Me and 3abdalla
“wa3alikm elsalam”3abdalla said calmly
“haa balaak matrid 3alla my messages?”The familiar face said
“esmaa7ly ya weld el3aam kint mash’3ool shwy”said 3abdulla
“heh I can see that” he chuckles while looking at me
“hallaaa hallaa,,”Salami interrupted “sha5baark Khalid?”
“halla feech …walla el7emdella I’m actually great” he looks at me with a look of desire
That look frightened me….i could feel something coming..you know when you suddenly get nervous like you’ve got a test tomorrow that you forgot about and didn’t study for it? this was a million times worse
His eyes were so mysterious….So dark….his lashes were very thick ….that’s what made his eyes look more mysterious to me bas 3yoonah 7adaah che it catches your attention….his lips were perfect….5ashmah gyasaa 7elw not so big or too small…..his skin was soooooooo tanned! A nice golden darkish tan…his hair was a good length it was kinda short…he had it in a messy hair doo..kan loon sha3rah russet brown…it actually seemed a bit light for a Emirati…and he had a defined jawline….his shoulders were broad…and it showed that he exercised frequently his abs were perfectly sculptured….everything about him screamed FOREIGN !
I was gazing at him….watching every movment…I got a feeling that I knew him from somewhere…something about him was pulling me towards hi…I just wanted to know more….i don’t know why
“uhmm…entee e5t 5aloof right?”Khalid smiled
I was searching for words
But when you see someone that attractive I think its normal to be speechless
He was gorgeous I have to say
Sexy-fun-bad-boy was written all over him
I could feel 3abdalla’s eyes on me
“yes she is”3abdalla said coldly
“heh I see”said kahlid
“uhmm meera you think you can go out with me tonight?”Salami said
I switched my gaze back and forth at her and 3abdalla
“uhmm I think im going back to AD?”I smiled innocently
“hehehe no actually your not!”Salami said excitedly
“im not?”
“nopeeeee! Mama Meera has a surprise for you”she winked
“oh really?”I looked at Salami with a wicked smile
“hehehehe don’t even try I’m not saying!”
The two boys were staring at us
I could see Khalid stealing glimpses of me but when 3abdalla looks back at him he moves his gaze
I sensed that something was up between these two boys which scared me a bit but I decided to let go of my weird feelings
“how about you go….Now?”3abdalla said looking at Salami “3ashn you come home early”he looked at me and smiled
“wain sayreen?”Khalid asked curiously
“MOE!” Salami blurted out then realized she shouldn’t have told him and looked at 3abdalla with an innocent smile
“mmmhmm zain zain enjoy your time girls”Khalid said looking at 3abdalla
“take care”3abdalla said looking at both of us and motions for us to leave
---------------------------
*6ooo6 6ooo6*
“yes maaam”
“Akbar….yalla bring the car”
I look at salami curiously
“ummm what just happened??”I said
“huh?what?5abaart your mum enich 6al3a ma3yah don’t worry!”she smiles innocently
“noo no I mean that guy….um Khalid?”I said
“oh that….hathaa wild 3amy Marwan”she said casually
“ohh okay….and he lives around?”I asked trying to sound normal bas I was dying to know more about this Khalid
“yeaah ….kinda close…..bas hes never around…che killa eysaafr….his mum is Spanish you know…”
“walla?that explains the color of his hair ”I said surprised
“yeah I guess…..why are you asking?”she said cautiously
“mmm la im just asking ”I smiled widly covering my obvious thoughts
“hehe enzaaain enough gossip go get ready im wait in the car”Salami says
“alright…give me 5 min!”I run up the stairs
My stuff was all unpacked
Everything was organized in the drawers and cabinet
I guessed it was my grannies actions fdaait’ha
I still have to know what going on! It seems like im staying her for a while! i wonder why…..
I changed my cloths into black leggings and a large stylish white couture top and my silver ballerinas
I put on my Chanel earrings and added some blush, mascara and pink lip-gloss
Got my bright orange miu miu purse and stashed all my stuff inside
Wore a simple black sequenced open 3abaya and ran out without getting a glimpse of how I looked
I walked out of the house and smiled when I saw the car
I walked towards the black Rolls Royce smiling
“nicee ride”I giggled
“hehe…sooo you still want to go to MOE?”she asked
“mmm why you want to change?”I asked suspiciously
“hehe well cause I know Khalid will be there”said salami
“what?laish?”i said surprised
“didn’t you notice the way he was looking at you?”she asked smiling
What did he want from me.......?
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
8i9at '3araam*20*
hey readers..
missed you all
maba6wl 3alikum
and embaarken 3idkum mu8adamn 7abaaybii
el 3eedeya jahza ;)
x
Enjoy !
__________________________________
PREVIOUSLY
His mouth was inches away..
i gasped....
____________________________
“garbii aba agoolch shay”his voice was a bit louder than a whisper
His eyes were gazing at me
I decided to ignore what he said
Agaarb??
Closer than this??
Is he serious!!???
Whatever he would say now wouldn’t sound any different if I moved an inch
He looked back to where Salami was sitting
She was too busy texting
She was already eating 7ataa
“garbii agoolch”I could hear excitement in his voice now
He was up to something
I looked up to read his face expression bas his face wasn’t facing me
Maybe if I get closer he would back of and let me breath..
I moved my face an inch closer to where his face was
I don’t know what I was doing bas I knew this was insane!
I have officially lost my mind!
What I heard made my heart spin and jump
What I heard made electricity run through my body
What I heard made butterflies twirl in my tummy
What I heard made me realize how special I am
“5efty?”He whispered with enjoyment
I was just going to back off because he was in the mood to fool around while I was freaked out
“laa laa bagool 5ala9 hehehe”
i loved hearing his laughter
it was full of life
“sho?”
“a7ibich moot”
he whispered a kiss
I was already on cloud 9 after that
I was mesmerized
I was living a dream
My own love story
Mine.
“M-meera!!”
Something was happening but I had no idea what
7ubek 7ayaatii o 3umry o ajmaaal sneeenii..
Wenty methel najmeten fel koon lama3aa!!
Future
I love him yesterday
I love him today
I love him tomorrow
And forever always
He is a memory that will never fad
A memory that makes me move forward every single day I wake up
A7med rabii 3allaa thekretaah ely matfaregnii
‘3alatah 3endy eyzeed kel yoom
I don’t regret loving him…
I just regret what I’ve done after him..
La7’6aat wedaa3k
Ya hee 9a3baa..
Bel 7aail 9a3baa..
Ana ely abee gurbk..
Wabee galbik..
Wabeek fe denyeti..
tebga ma3i tebga..
back to the past…
He backed away fast when he heard salami’s panicked voice
I was too busy to notice anything
I didn’t realize what was happening until 3abdalla pulled me aside to be closer to Salamii and closed the fridge
thats when I saw him walking in with a smile and seemed familiar some how..
missed you all
maba6wl 3alikum
and embaarken 3idkum mu8adamn 7abaaybii
el 3eedeya jahza ;)
x
Enjoy !
__________________________________
PREVIOUSLY
His mouth was inches away..
i gasped....
____________________________
“garbii aba agoolch shay”his voice was a bit louder than a whisper
His eyes were gazing at me
I decided to ignore what he said
Agaarb??
Closer than this??
Is he serious!!???
Whatever he would say now wouldn’t sound any different if I moved an inch
He looked back to where Salami was sitting
She was too busy texting
She was already eating 7ataa
“garbii agoolch”I could hear excitement in his voice now
He was up to something
I looked up to read his face expression bas his face wasn’t facing me
Maybe if I get closer he would back of and let me breath..
I moved my face an inch closer to where his face was
I don’t know what I was doing bas I knew this was insane!
I have officially lost my mind!
What I heard made my heart spin and jump
What I heard made electricity run through my body
What I heard made butterflies twirl in my tummy
What I heard made me realize how special I am
“5efty?”He whispered with enjoyment
I was just going to back off because he was in the mood to fool around while I was freaked out
“laa laa bagool 5ala9 hehehe”
i loved hearing his laughter
it was full of life
“sho?”
“a7ibich moot”
he whispered a kiss
I was already on cloud 9 after that
I was mesmerized
I was living a dream
My own love story
Mine.
“M-meera!!”
Something was happening but I had no idea what
7ubek 7ayaatii o 3umry o ajmaaal sneeenii..
Wenty methel najmeten fel koon lama3aa!!
Future
I love him yesterday
I love him today
I love him tomorrow
And forever always
He is a memory that will never fad
A memory that makes me move forward every single day I wake up
A7med rabii 3allaa thekretaah ely matfaregnii
‘3alatah 3endy eyzeed kel yoom
I don’t regret loving him…
I just regret what I’ve done after him..
La7’6aat wedaa3k
Ya hee 9a3baa..
Bel 7aail 9a3baa..
Ana ely abee gurbk..
Wabee galbik..
Wabeek fe denyeti..
tebga ma3i tebga..
back to the past…
He backed away fast when he heard salami’s panicked voice
I was too busy to notice anything
I didn’t realize what was happening until 3abdalla pulled me aside to be closer to Salamii and closed the fridge
thats when I saw him walking in with a smile and seemed familiar some how..
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
8i9at '3araam*19*
Finally babes...
sh7alkum?
wain my readers?
your still around 9a7?
taraani baz3al ethaa machift comments wella il take longer in posting;p
haha amzaa7 7abaaybi
bas i expect u all to comment
yah 7ataa ento yal silent readers;p
taraa mayemshy 3endy bas reading
lazm comment
and im pretty sure u all know how to comment 9a7
looool stwaait bossy sorry
im trying to prove something
ba5abrkm about it in the next post
bas only if u comment looool
fdaaitkm walla
twalht 3alaikm !
anyways
i had a longer part for this post
bas gilt a7saan aga9raa cz i want u to tell me what happens:p!
okaaay i want to hear your guesses!
xx
Enjoy!
___________________________________
PREVIOUSLY
Then i headed to the fridge again to choose the juices
“sho t7ebeen?orange, grape, strawberry, pomegranate wela apple ?”
“uuuummmm,il take apple”
“And him?”
“Ask him yourself”
She was looking at something the other way and smiling
i knew who it was...
___________________________________
ye7fe'6k raaabi 6ool el ayaaam leyaa...
o tebgaa 7abeeebii min 3yooni greebi...
laaait esneeen etkoon methlk o feyaa..
o laa ta5ethk miny o 3any te'3eebi...
I turned and saw him standing there
The sun was shining on him
Literally.
i was lost for words
He looked so handsome
walla he did
ana man3ejb fe ay 7ad
looks never mattered
bas him
he was a peice of art
a rare one too
mashalla 3alaaih jameeeeel
malaam7a '3areeba
usually all the khaleeji men had the same malaam7
dark eyes hard hair dark skin
the whole package
magool he doesnt look khaleeji
laa la he did
bas jamaalah amazing
mwa9eefa matet8aran eb 7ad
jamaalh ey3ady kel shay fe hal denya
and he was Meera's...
he was all mine..
just mine...
Kel el 3yoon ely tchooofk tewedk
yaaa 7a'6 3ain ely 3yoonk tewedaa !
A wide smile was on his face
I loved seeing his dimple it made him look so sexy!
I noticed that he went home and took a shower
His hair was messier than ever…aaaaaaah 3alla his hair...I could see the longer part of his hair still wet… his face was very hairy it was obvious he hasnt visited the barber for a while...he was wearing navy blue beach shorts with white T-shirt..his silver shades were on,and wearing black Gucci beach sandals…
He looked like an angel standing there
I didn’t notice myself staring at him until he started talking
i tryed distracting myself trying to pick a flavor
“allah allah saweetooly akel ma3aakm”
“ana masaawet shay hatha kela min eed Meera hehehe”
“adreeebch ente u9laan meta you cook”he kid around
“hehehe sa5eeef”
i heard footsteps heading my way
I blushed as I heard him approach me
I was still standing by the fridge
i turned to face him
I had my back to the fridge and he stood infront of me peaking inside the fridge from my shoulder
“sho t7ebeen ente?”
i looked at his lips while he spoke to me
he had the most innocent face
i could still see the 10 year old kid hidden in that face
“mmm”
I turned back to look at the shelves where the juice box's were but something wasnt letting me turn all the way
I turned to search for why i couldnt turn fully and understood the reason
I would be stuck to his chest
He noticed I couldn’t turn
“so, what’s your pick?”
i knew he liked this
i could see how his eyes enjoyed this show
“Orange”
I couldn’t look him staright in the eye
my eyes kept wondering around the room anyways
He was wearing shades
I didn’t know if his eyes were on me or not
His hand was reaching to get the container
The only way was to get it was to slid his hand closer between my left waist
His chest was getting closer
It was almost like he was hugging me
Walla galbi wagaaf
Ma3rft sho asaawi
He was tall so I couldn’t peek for help!
I could smell his scent
Dawaaa5t
walla dawaa5t
ree7taa t3aatheb
it was so refreshing
amoot feek o adree tmoot entaa feyaa..
mo7aaal '6ank fe hawana ye5eebi...
my head was facing his chest
Ya rabeeeee 3alla his chest
His head was sliding down
Closer to my face
I looked up
He was getting closer
I was paralyzed
I didn’t know what he had on mind
Bas this wasn’t the best place to do such things
i watched as his lips seprated slowly
His mouth was so close I could feel his breath on my left cheek
Omg I think he wants to kiss me!
I don’t even know how
Yal fsheeeeela !
Ok ok calm down
Calm down….
His mouth was inches away..
i gasped....
a7lef braaabi a7ebk moot o a9oonk...
wa7es ana bnaab'6 gaalbik ye7lef eb raabik..
sh7alkum?
wain my readers?
your still around 9a7?
taraani baz3al ethaa machift comments wella il take longer in posting;p
haha amzaa7 7abaaybi
bas i expect u all to comment
yah 7ataa ento yal silent readers;p
taraa mayemshy 3endy bas reading
lazm comment
and im pretty sure u all know how to comment 9a7
looool stwaait bossy sorry
im trying to prove something
ba5abrkm about it in the next post
bas only if u comment looool
fdaaitkm walla
twalht 3alaikm !
anyways
i had a longer part for this post
bas gilt a7saan aga9raa cz i want u to tell me what happens:p!
okaaay i want to hear your guesses!
xx
Enjoy!
___________________________________
PREVIOUSLY
Then i headed to the fridge again to choose the juices
“sho t7ebeen?orange, grape, strawberry, pomegranate wela apple ?”
“uuuummmm,il take apple”
“And him?”
“Ask him yourself”
She was looking at something the other way and smiling
i knew who it was...
___________________________________
ye7fe'6k raaabi 6ool el ayaaam leyaa...
o tebgaa 7abeeebii min 3yooni greebi...
laaait esneeen etkoon methlk o feyaa..
o laa ta5ethk miny o 3any te'3eebi...
I turned and saw him standing there
The sun was shining on him
Literally.
i was lost for words
He looked so handsome
walla he did
ana man3ejb fe ay 7ad
looks never mattered
bas him
he was a peice of art
a rare one too
mashalla 3alaaih jameeeeel
malaam7a '3areeba
usually all the khaleeji men had the same malaam7
dark eyes hard hair dark skin
the whole package
magool he doesnt look khaleeji
laa la he did
bas jamaalah amazing
mwa9eefa matet8aran eb 7ad
jamaalh ey3ady kel shay fe hal denya
and he was Meera's...
he was all mine..
just mine...
Kel el 3yoon ely tchooofk tewedk
yaaa 7a'6 3ain ely 3yoonk tewedaa !
A wide smile was on his face
I loved seeing his dimple it made him look so sexy!
I noticed that he went home and took a shower
His hair was messier than ever…aaaaaaah 3alla his hair...I could see the longer part of his hair still wet… his face was very hairy it was obvious he hasnt visited the barber for a while...he was wearing navy blue beach shorts with white T-shirt..his silver shades were on,and wearing black Gucci beach sandals…
He looked like an angel standing there
I didn’t notice myself staring at him until he started talking
i tryed distracting myself trying to pick a flavor
“allah allah saweetooly akel ma3aakm”
“ana masaawet shay hatha kela min eed Meera hehehe”
“adreeebch ente u9laan meta you cook”he kid around
“hehehe sa5eeef”
i heard footsteps heading my way
I blushed as I heard him approach me
I was still standing by the fridge
i turned to face him
I had my back to the fridge and he stood infront of me peaking inside the fridge from my shoulder
“sho t7ebeen ente?”
i looked at his lips while he spoke to me
he had the most innocent face
i could still see the 10 year old kid hidden in that face
“mmm”
I turned back to look at the shelves where the juice box's were but something wasnt letting me turn all the way
I turned to search for why i couldnt turn fully and understood the reason
I would be stuck to his chest
He noticed I couldn’t turn
“so, what’s your pick?”
i knew he liked this
i could see how his eyes enjoyed this show
“Orange”
I couldn’t look him staright in the eye
my eyes kept wondering around the room anyways
He was wearing shades
I didn’t know if his eyes were on me or not
His hand was reaching to get the container
The only way was to get it was to slid his hand closer between my left waist
His chest was getting closer
It was almost like he was hugging me
Walla galbi wagaaf
Ma3rft sho asaawi
He was tall so I couldn’t peek for help!
I could smell his scent
Dawaaa5t
walla dawaa5t
ree7taa t3aatheb
it was so refreshing
amoot feek o adree tmoot entaa feyaa..
mo7aaal '6ank fe hawana ye5eebi...
my head was facing his chest
Ya rabeeeee 3alla his chest
His head was sliding down
Closer to my face
I looked up
He was getting closer
I was paralyzed
I didn’t know what he had on mind
Bas this wasn’t the best place to do such things
i watched as his lips seprated slowly
His mouth was so close I could feel his breath on my left cheek
Omg I think he wants to kiss me!
I don’t even know how
Yal fsheeeeela !
Ok ok calm down
Calm down….
His mouth was inches away..
i gasped....
a7lef braaabi a7ebk moot o a9oonk...
wa7es ana bnaab'6 gaalbik ye7lef eb raabik..
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